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2009-12-22T00:17:00.003+08:00

I didnt know that time do have wings to fly.
I know that this blog is or it is rusty and soon
it will stink and welcome all unknown creatures.
HAHAHAH ! okayy crap !

I have lots of picture to upload but i do it some other time okay?
But i shall give you some highlights.
17122009: BBQ with the JINNS !
22122009: "Reunion" with Sheaha & Risyah !

Okayy i have a short video on "Trap in the car boot"
You should pity this guys ! But i swear it is damn HILARIOUS !

Thats all for now !

Im working tomorrow !

Night Lovely !

xoxo.

2009-11-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

I felt that love atmosphere.

My schedule is damn packed since last week till now. I am either occupied by activities, work or events.

Last week I spent my weekend attended PSD4 and this week I finally met the ‘JINS’ for Zul’s brother wedding.

There’s a reason why I used FINALLY.

I was supposed to meet them for MUSE 2009 but I failed due to my working duty rooster.

AND YES , WE CHIT – CHAT and CAMWHORE !

oh yes, That was the second wedding I’ve attended for this year.

How pathetic?

I sungguh tak favourite attending wedding.

Yes the concept was earth color concept, Green and Brown.

No doubt the wedding cupcake was nice.

The bride and groom were damn gorgeous with their purple suits.

PURPLE PEOPLE?! That’s my favorite color.

I will definitely have an exclusive PURPLE WEDDING GOWN.

We will get back to this topic in 8 years time perhaps?

The 'Nice' Side of me.

The Hunks !

The Babes !

In addition, we celebrated Wan’s Bornday too !

We were told not to wish wan when the clock strike 12am .

Sound like some fairytale stories right?

But we did make up for him after attending the wedding.

I have the feeling he suspected something.

Although, our birthday surprised tak menjadi but that smiled on his face shows how he appreciated the cake.

Thomas and friend’s bornday cake.

Cute or what?
I've nothing but this special post for you.

2009-11-10T23:19:00.002+08:00

We wore Black since the theme is "Putih itu Hitam"

I know people are complaining and sighing about my soon-to-be dusty blog.
I’ve always wanted to do something which I’ve never had a chance to do.
As you know, I’m really into arts sectors; I was “invited” to accompany my dear cousin.

Since I just attended an event, I shall update about the recent competition organized by Si Anak Seni.
This competition was very different from the previous competition I went.
They took almost the whole day of mine.
Oh yeah, I gave JBP event a missed.
I think I should prioritize on this event.
Hey wait! I prioritized on this event as I've paid for the ticket.(don’t think otherwise okay!)
I met a few familiar faces whom I know/don’t know.
I enjoyed every moment there especially watching the tough fight between
KELANA, NENG, DURBA, OL-D and a few potential DK group!
I swear, I get excited watching those group
Especially when it comes to the STRONG AWOK-AWOK,
Maut voice of the TOK JUARA and the "cartoon" TUKANG KARUT.
All in the name of arts and creativity.

I should have this column specially for Kelana.
This was their last Competition.
They’ve step down after years in this arena.
I was touched by their last performance.
It was rather emotional and I as an outsider could felt their performance.

After performance and after the whole event ended, they hugged and cried
And they did their traditional way of departing!
TOUCHING GILERR CAN!

Congratulations to DURBA DUA & DWI DURRAH who topped the competition!
Adat pertandingan,
Ada menang,
Ada Kalah !

& For KELANA & NENG
Losing now doesn’t mean losing forever!
Like what Nana told me,
“Dorang dah ade banyak piala.” (action lahh pulakk !)

2009-10-25T00:45:00.002+08:00

Im feeling so damn emo !

People ! you should congratulate me.

I messed and destroyed my own life !

with love,

Atina Zain.

2009-10-20T20:53:00.003+08:00

"Future star" :D

I realized that more and more people are talking about Pesta Raya 2009 in specific , Impak Maksima The Musical. I think this year Pesta Raya 2009 really get the attention of people or is it the ticket that is sold at an affordable price? Anyway, that’s not the issue. It was really a satisfaction. Asked me why, asked me why.. Because I sat in front of the stage. Up close oi ! I’m here to share with you my experience together with bestie on the musical.

No doubt that Puteri Gunung Ledang the Musical is no competition with any other theatre but c’mon every theatre show has their good and bad reviews. Something unique about this theatre show is that, there is live drifting and rempit-ing up on stage. I repeat, LIVE! I was also amazed by Kamal Adli! His hidden talent had been revealed! He could SING! His singing was not that fantastic like Taufik Batisah or Anuar Zain but still we can’t run from the fact that he could sing. Only a little of vocal training and spice will make him a singer too. Oh yeah! And I like the script too! They changed so that it suits the setting. As you know, the theatre is played in Singapore, they tried to use our local language which all typical Malay used, “siak” which ended a sentence. The arrangement of the music was up to date but at some point of time I can’t hear their singing as in the diction. But overall, THUMBS UP! Worth Watching.

As usual, it would be such a waste, if this people whom you watch on teevee are a couple of distance away from you. So me and bestie actually rushed to get their pictures and autograph. I think being the first few lining up was a privileged. I got to interact with the director itself, Ahmad Idham. He actually left me with some advice, “When writing never be too formal and watch tons of movies from different genre.” And yeah , how I wished Cat farish would make me a star one day. HAHAHAHA.. :D:D:D:D

After the autograph and photo-taking session, I went to support my fellow schoolmates in MCG who are having performance. How I envy them but it’s okay I can stand on my own feet and figure out what I shall do. Partly, it was my mistake too. I didn’t stay for the whole performance due to some external people. Sorry guys! And yeah, I miss hanging out with you guys too!

Casts, "Hot hunks and Gorgeous Babes"

Supppp ! "Amran" lahhh seyyy !

Feat Dina aka Asmidah

Feat ZZ aka Ray.

Feat Loyal aka Cat Farish . [ Music Director ]

Feat Dollah Kasmat aka Drift king aka KAMAL BABY !

I called him the Million dollar man to be !

Meet the Director and Producer , Ahmah Idham.

Thats all folks for today. I would want an encore of this blissful day

and yeah, i think i shall take up my drama enrichment class back again.

Toodles !

2009-09-11T00:21:00.005+08:00

Ungu live @ Esplanade (2008)

Yeah ! its ungu bebeh !

Ganteng banget sihhh mereka !

I just cant get my eyes of them.

I was youtub-ing and came across

Ungu FT HM with Cinta dalam Hati.

So as you know i have itchy hands

and i started googgling for ungu's video.

And gues what ive found !

*drum roll*

Taaaaddddaaaaaa

Ungu Di Kota Singa Trailer

Oh my !
Can i say that i envy Sarah ?
Not of her voice but she herself was the host !
And can you imagine she's by ungu side most of the time !
GRRRRRR !
& the best part is i can't catch up with this show
due to my busy schedule.
Il bet if youre in my position you'll be cursing and cursing..
Cause was what i just did !
Hopefully there's an ENCORE telecast !
:D:D:D

Ps: Ive moved but still ill update here once in a blue moon.

2009-09-05T23:57:00.003+08:00

Can't get enough of him?

I bet girls out there are drooling over Fernando Alonso.

Hey ! Dont give me that question mark face okay?

In case you people are unsure who in the world

Fernando Alonso is, then i think you shall knock your head !

He was the CHAMPION for

SINGAPORE F1 GRAND PRIX 2008 !

Maybe familiar names that share the same circuit as him were

Lewis Hamilton,Sebastian Vettel and etc.

Enough of this F1 information.

Actually i just came back from F1 training.

Two words : Awesome & Excited.

I always have the worse thinking

so i wont get disappointed if so were to happen.

In fact, it turns out to be something interesting.

( I only had 2 hours of sleep )

I managed to survive bebeh !

I passed the first two test but for the last test it was a roleplay.

Therefore the result remained as a mystery. (:

I pick-up a lot of learning points

and what to expect .

And yeah !

In life, not everything will go on smoothly

and im really hoping that i dont encounter

any problems from the race goers.

Im really looking forward for F1 !

yiiiipppiieeeee !

Quote of the day : Customer is not always right but customer is very important.

I like that quote a lot .

In fact it do make sense.

If customer is always right then what do you think this service people are ?

Your maid ? Your dosmetic foreigner?

Reflect on that people.

Tomorrow volunteer work @ Taman Warisan was cancelled.

I can't be going alone.

Tsk.

Ill be rtting at home people perhaps to cover back today's sleeping time.

:D:D:D:D

SO expect me to wake up 'DAMN EARLY'.

I aspire to write a love note for you everyday

and you turn them into music and lyric.

Toodddleess!

Cheriozz !

2009-09-03T21:26:00.004+08:00

Without you

Time flies really fast

It have ben eight months without your presence.

I can say things are really different now.

You don't knw how much i missed you.

I really missed you very badly and i never

missed anyone this badly.

I thought that im so over you

but yesterday tears roll down my cheeck

after hearing those raya songs.

Walking down those memory lane together with you,

it was really something memorable.

We had too many sweet memories compared to bitter ones.

I have always known you as someone with a gold heart.

Indeed you are, you have been a great wife, mother and grandmother

to this family.

I am really fond of the love that you shower me.

" Kau sekarang dah sombong tak nak naik?"

" Aku tak halau korang tapi sekarang dah malam. Pergi balik."

I hardly. No should i said that i dont hear any of those phrases anymore.

You were always there to give words of wisdom and i missed those time

where you take good care of me after my operation.

It was a single bed and you and me were lying down on that one bed.

We kept talking and i hugged you like how i hugged those bolster of mine.

I really wished that you could be reincarnate so that i can be with you forever.

Something which i really regretted towards the last bits with you

was time.

I hardly spend my time with you thinking that you would live for long.

You dont know how much i regretted and i promised myself that history won't happened again
and i shall cherish every single memories with the honeybunchies especially.
I love and adores every single honeybunchies cause you're my heartbeat !

Sometimes what you yearn for is not what you get in return.

I live with this dream of owning them.

Thats the reason why people usualy said,

" Don't fly too high cause when you fall then you'll feel the pain "

As you know, im those type of stubborn-dubborn and don't learn from my mistake.

I see that im flying very high and im very sure that i will have a serious injury after this

and no Mr superman will come to the rescue.

This is what i called temporary happiness.

Toodles people !

2009-09-03T00:12:00.001+08:00

I cant believe what im doing today.. It has always been my dream and i felt like di awang-awangan ..My comments for him were really sincere and not bootlicking okay people.. His song really haunt me that i kept humming that song.. Infact the person too.. continue dreaming tina as long as you dont fly too high and things will be fine.

Anyway, i had a great day with wan,zul,khairi,rendang,afiqah,shikin,halim & our bornday gerl,Athirah.. We had a mini iftar which i find it interesting .. tak pernah dalam hidup ku buka puasa begitu but overall it was fun andyou guys never failed to bring joy and laughter although in having a bad life at the moment..Firstly i would like to apologize for the truth question.. I felt so bad.. Sorry guys ! I think its time i tell you guys this.. You guys have been the best clan of people..what i love most about you people is the way you shower our friendship with love and care.. Your love and care is not like a friend but more like siblings.. You guys pick me up with words that motivate.. You guys build my confidence and you guys never made me feel out of place..

Thank you AFIQAH !
Thank you ATHIRAH !
Thank you HALIM !
Thank you ISWANDI !
Thank you RENDANG !
Thank you SHIKIN !
Thank you ZUL !
I love you guys <33

To my dear FARAH FATIN FAUZI,
aku rindu kau okay ?! I know you are busy with prelims and O level soon.. I wish you best of luck ! And aku sayang kau many2 for the help.. I knoe youre smart tuu pasal aku mintak tlg kau.. Anyway, thanks a million.. Words cant described how much good deeds that youve been helping out with.. Thank you and ily! <33

Toodles bebeh !

2009-08-31T17:26:00.002+08:00

Dear Dearies,

*Poof*
I know ive been neglected my dearie blog.
Ive been making myself busy with my outside activities.
My honeybunchies,supers or to be exact, those who are closed to me
know my OBSESSION with purple,ungu band.

Ungu was in Singapore !

How ecstatic can i be?

I should thank HudaOzu for the beautiful and memorable Wednesday,26th August 2009.
Aku sayang kau okay woman !
I felt so outcasted as people who atteneded the iftar were Orphanage from Darul Ma'wa, Organizations and Suria's Artist.
And as usual UNGU will never failed to shower us with a memorable concert.
Memorable that it haunts me for days.

Here are some pictos !

Feat HudaOzu.

Feat SA !

Feat my all time song writer, Enda !

Feat my all time heartbeat, Alonso Miraldi !

I shall upload their video some other time.

Toodles people and Selamat Berbuka !

2009-08-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

I want a bf who loves babysitting.

Dear dearies,

My A's are back again !
~wooohoooo!~
oh yeah! i think i should thank my Science faci,Yong Wei for giving me an A .. :DD
Thank yeah my dear faci and words of motivation.

Oh yeahh !
HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !
YES ! I so love this year NDP !
Very entertaining and for the first time i am like stick to the television.
CONGRATS !

o8o8o9.
iI just love 8th August every year ! :DD
Although, that was the day arwah nenek left me but
still kita yang hidup have to go on with life.
I was supposed to attend Aishah's Birthday pit
but due to some reason i have to cancel that plan
and i have my dearies to spent my special day with.
These group of people will never fail to make my day !
I think is should thank KHAIRI especially.
He waited for me for like an hour and
selamat die tak marah seyy !
HAHAHAHAHAHA..
and we met Halim in the MRT to Orchard (die pun 2x10).
To my dearest wan & rendang, Thanks ehk for your patience.
I think by now you guys know that i will never be early during dates.
HAHAHAHAHHA..
YES ! i was reminded by Khairi advice:
"Kau kalau nak jumpe BF kau nye parents jangan lambat sudah"
Sthing like that !
GAH !
But still thank you guys !
Korang lah kawan aku !
ILY ! :D

UT3 coming in 9 days !
Countdown bebeh !

Ps: Is there any Taufik batisah clone or Didi Czli clone ? im dying to have one !

2009-07-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

Dear dearies,

I nearly forget the feeling of hapiness.
Today, i really felt them.
First thing in the morning, i just felt that energy that said,
"ohhh bebeyyyy !"
And this first person i met was as usual Nabilalalalala
then, i met this crazy partner of mine, HAZWANI !
Early in the morning she made me laugh and i started my crap !

As usual W46C never failed to make me laughed.
Thanks darls !
:D
We are left with 3 weeks together ?
Oh no !
3 weeks oi !
Time flies freaking fast.

Towards the ending of the day was really something i missed !
Thank you Wan, Rendang, Zul, Khairi, Shikin & Halim !
Ily guys a lot !
Damn a lot !
Firstly, i would like to congratulate
NURUL ATHIRAH who was the best pembahas for my school
and we received a token of appreciation for joining Bahas this year.
&&&&& Congratulations to Madrasah ALJUNIED yang mengjuarai BAHAS 2009.
and Pembahas terbaik adalah DINA from RJC !
Congrats ! Congrats !
:DD
And yes ! I saw him but i dont talk to him !
DAMN ! ahahahha..
but there is always a next time.
:DD

Toddles bebeh !
Im freaking shagggg !
Cherioz !

2009-07-23T20:35:00.003+08:00

Dear dearies,

Things are not okay nowadays.
I dont see Mr/Ms Rainbows.
I dont see Mr/Ms Sunshine althought i still see the sun.
All i see is Mr/Ms Rainy day.

To whom it may concern,
I am sorry if you think that i am making a drastic decision.
You are asking me why after five years ?
The answer is more to your side than mine.
I love you a lot !
We have seen each other cry.
We have seen each other laugh.
We have seen each other frustration.
You are the only one who understand me in and out.
You were once my backbone.
Ive seen you suffered enough.
You can change things
but its you who chose not.
Therefore, i took my initiative to change things.
Only god knows how disappointed i am to hear those answer.
Like what i told you,
"We have known each other for 5 years yet you nod to what he said."
I asked you to choose and you said none.
Here you go, im leaving not because i felt kecik hati
but because i love you a lot !
On the other side, he is someone whom i gonna live till my last breath.
and you,you are my another part.
I dont think this decision of mine will change.
I am not hating you .
I dont despise you .
Remember that whatever it is i still love you.

To my PK-ians,
Thank you so much for giving me a break.
Thanks for understanding me.
I know if i were to make that decision on that day,
I would messed things up.
I would break many hearts.
Now, i am having fear to turn up for trainings,meetings.
Ive made my decision and i bet that will make you people hate me more.
But two words,
"Im sorry."
I guess this is the right path for me and you guys.

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BORNDAY SISQA HERMAN !
Have a WONDERFUL and MEANINGFUL BORNDAY !
It have been ages since we met !
I fraking miss you !
we shall meet during IGNITE !
*Muakz !*

Teddy bear, Give me the strength to be strong.
Cherioz !

2009-07-20T15:19:00.002+08:00

Dear dearies,

I feel like Quiting.
I hate working in this environment.
Im not running but things can be better.
People are the one who make this situation worse.

Ive always wanted to learn about this
but its the people who make me hate this.

No worries.
No one ever influence me in making this decision.
I do have brain to think.

P/s: Im emotianally not stable. Oh yarh ! and im not preagnant okay !

2009-07-17T22:34:00.002+08:00

Dear dearies ,

UT2 is finally over !
OMG !
But sadly UT3 is coming haunting me AGAIN !
*phew*

My schedules are packed right now.
Im sorry Dear, Bestie.
I’ll try to fit some slots for you guys okay ?
Like what I told you guys, no matter what I will always love you !

I have this sudden feeling.
I missed that someone who used to treat me like a Princess.
And I swear that although I have taken a step forward,
I have found no one like you.
And I bet I can’t find someone that is similar to you.

Ps: We look like best of friend but thing will definitely change.

2009-07-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

Dear dearies,

“ Should I appreciate them ? “
My friend was telling me that the problem with me is that I am always stuck within choices.
Was it me deliberately welcome this problem or they come naturally ?
I myself hate to be in this position .

“ Am I cheating on myself ?”
I am denying things just to avoid them.
Who loves to be in a emo syit mood ?
I rather run then bearing the consequences.
But how can I run ?
When he kept appearing in my heart & mind.

" Whats Love ?"
I still don't get the definition right.
Too many poisonous inside that make it totally numb.

Ps: I have no intention of hurting you. If you remain quite, things wont even change. Not even a step.
Cherioz peopleee !

2009-07-07T13:03:00.003+08:00

Dear dearies,

I am now in school.
OMG !
I can't imagined that i am now in R-P(RP).

I felt that i have to let out something which i kept inside me.
I felt that im living in fear !
Trauma in exact !
Not that anyone just raped me ! HAHAHHAHA..
Okay !
Lets get down to something serious.

When I hear those bikers yang perah the minyak wanting the whole world to know of their existance,
Ill be like shocked !
When I reflect back on the expression of those people, the first person who came across my mind was his girlfriend .
When Im in the bus going to school, I start imagining how the accident happened.

Eversince that Saturday , I felt that something is bothering me.
The story of how my second cousin passed away was really terrifying.
I started to imaging thing and I am really scared to be alone .
I no longer sleep alone.
I always sneaked my brother's room every night.
Its like haunting me !
oh my !

Ps: Get over them and things will be alright ? [Easy to say,try be in my shoes]
Cherioz !
:D

2009-07-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

Dear dearies,

I know i have not been updating my blog.

Close to berabok tapi belum berabok . (:

I shall flood my blog with the pictures i took during my extended holiday break. (:

I shall ucapkan Salam takziah to Cik Rosli and Family atas kehilangan anaknya,

Haeiril Zurhealmy.

It was a shocking news for everyone in my and his family.

I can't even put myself in the shoes of his loved ones.

I saw his parents crying !

I saw his brother giving his last kiss !

I saw his Girlfried crying wanting him back !

I saw things which i wouldnt want to see !

I myself can't relate everything .

What if one day i shall experience all this ?

I don't think i can pull myself through.

My advice to those Bikers or Mat Motor ,

Please drive safely ! For godness sake, the road is not your racing arena ! And also PLEASE STAY AWAKE when you're on the road !

Ps: Life is indeed very, very short !

Cherioz babies !

2009-06-22T23:42:00.003+08:00

Dear dearies,

22nd June 2009 ; heartbroken

When people are having problem with their relationship & crush,

i am all here to give them at least a piece of advice

but when i am the one who has to go through those hard times,

im like, " GOD ! PLEASE ! I DONT WANT !"

This time i really feel the impact !

I wanted to cry but ther's no more tears left for him.

But still im freaking frustrated.

When i was told that youre a playboy.

My mood change in a snap !

How disappointed can i be ?

I know i should trust you better

but the way you are now is like agreeing to what she says.

And the best part my irritating b-f intrepet it in a different way

which differ from what she says.

Hard for me to accept the fact that youre leaving.

It hurts me more for you to leave without a word.

" Sometimes you just have to accept criticism,

its not an insult but its a start of an improvement. "

Ps : Hoping but ...

Toddles !

Cherioz !

2009-06-21T20:08:00.007+08:00

Dear dearies,
Kindly welcome me back ! :D

Ive been busy with my IG production.

I can't wait to see the end product !

( I think ive repeated this for like BIIIILLLLIIIOOOONNNSSSS of time )

I shall update on this week activity. :D

15th June 2009 ; Girlfriends Rescue

Monday Blues !

Damn ! it affects my grade !

My dear bestie inform me like a few hours before our meet up.

She was like saying , "Tina, today nak g makan ?"

I was a sotong that i forgot about my meeting with my scriptwriters.

I'm lucky that they are VERY understanding.

OMG ! i freaking miss my dear alisha and my dear nasuha !

I so love them !

A LOT !

oh no !

ITS INFINITE !

Met up at Marina square and have our dinner at the same time.

We catch up with each other activity

and thanks darl for your words of motivation and support.

Nas ! Muke sumpah sakk ! Stop it !

Gelap kan ? and freaking blurr !

I like this picture but kan .. again blurrr !

<U> 16th June 2009 ; PK training

We did casting !

Yessa ! Finally casting is over !

Thanks Babes & Dudes for your patience

and co-operation.

Without that, i dont think i can end part of my task.

I just hope you babes & dudes could endure with everthing.

Thumbs up !

17th June 2009 ; Free like a BIRD

ohhhhhh !

Gilbert's lesson wasnt that stressful .

Easy task bebeh !

and we had COGNTIVE RETEST.

So can you guys guess if i actually mugged my work ?

And oh yes !

That was the only day that i get to reached home before 2000hrs

aint you guys happy for me ?

18th June 2009 ; Pk training sastera

To my dear darlzz ,

You guys dont get moralised by people aites ?

I just you guys to know that you have done your very best

and as your dear friend here , im so damn proud of you guys.

Indeed verrryyyyy proud !

Without the ideas that you guys came out, we are nothing.

And i will continue them with full of pride and passion !

cheyy !

And my dear president,

youve been the best person who brought these kids up

and youre the reason why these kids stayed.

smile okay darls ?

We did sastera.

This time we did on puisi luahan .

and i thought of doing about friendship .

Sahabat,
Senyumanmu ibarat bintang dalam hidupku.
Tawamu ibarat keriangan hari-hari yang aku lalui
Gurau sendamu ibarat penyegar dalam setiap saat yang ku jalani..

Dalam sesaat kita berkenalan bagi menjalinkan persahabatan
Dalam Seminint kita saling faham-memahami
Dalam Sejam kita mula beramah mesra
Dalam Sehari kita mula berkongsi segala cerita suka dan duka.

Yakni,
Usah mengukir senyuman palsu dalam kesedihan
Usah menjadi sosok yang tegar dalam kesakitan
Usah menjadi seorang pahlawan dalam ketakutan
dan usah membiarkan dirimu keseorangan bila aku masih mampu bernafas

Wahai sahabatku,
Andai esok nadiku mati,
aku hanya dapat meninggalkan sisa kenangan terindah

copyright: Atina Zain.

While im having meeting with Kak Nada & Fit,

Athrah GATAL snnnaaaappp gambar .

bear-bear ft tina

bear-bear ft ain

bear-bear ft zari

bear-bear ft rendang

khairi

<U> 19th June 2009 ; Mummy's Bornday

HAPPY BORNDAY MUMMY !

im sorry i cant spend the day with you.

Last minute ade meeting dahhhh !

We had a singing session after that.

Ill upload the video soon.

20th June 2009 ; FINALLY

I am supposed to have my GYM session with my babes

but too tired and can bring myself up !

sorry babes !

i knie yo're like angry with me

but sorry again.

21st June 2009 ; HAPPY FATHERS' DAY

We celebrated FATHERS' DAY with my dear ATUK !

We bring him around Singapore and stop over at Sembawang Park.

It was raining pig & porks !

lightning & thunder !

damn !

you know that was my weakness.

I dont mind if it rains

but NO lightning & thunder .

SV ft botak

OMG !

This boy here is freaking adorable !

I can help but to pinch his cheek until he dislike me .

Dislike me for a moment only !

He stills love me !

Like who dont love me right ?

Anyway, Goodluck for the pembahas tomorrow !

Toddles !

Cherioz !

2009-06-11T23:56:00.004+08:00

Dear dearies,
12 June 2009 ; emotional

Dear Mr crush,
You presence make me feel so different.
I have never been and feel this way.
Your presence never once make me nervous
but im always afraid of saying things that wont pleased you.
and to be frank, when the feeling starts to grow
i have my eyes, heart and mind all on you.
The crushes and admires stories and pictures
were all deleted automatically.
That feeling suddenly become faithful to you.
I dont put boundaries to my feeling like i always do.
i felt like a risk-taker now.
I find it weird as i dont see you
like how other people see you.
But i am and still falling in love with you.
with love,
Atina Zain

Ps: Shes reminding me of her. I do miss her ! :(
Toddles !
Cherioz !

2009-06-11T01:38:00.002+08:00

Dear dearies,
I wanted to blog but now its like 0156hours
and im in my bro's room so i have to blog fast game.

10 June 2009; Bahas competition
Congratulations to RJC, AJC , Madrasah Aljunied & NP !
Ill upload the picture soon .

Ps: That short period is still precious ! imy ! (:

Toddles bebeh !
Cherioz!

2009-06-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

Dear dearie,
09 June 2009;PK's Training
Today's training is more to casting.
I am working with new bunch of people.
It is never easy as you don't know what that person is made up of.
Kind of scary.
&&& it is never easy being a director !
GOD !
I got a lot to learn from kak ita & shafiq..
After training i went slacking with afiqah rendang and Wan.
We had confession session. ^-^
I soooo lovee confession. :D

I felt very emotional now.
Im on the urge of breaking down.
There are a few doubt that i had.
I kept asking myself if its true.
I think i have the answer but im just going against the answer.
As usual , someone actualy called me STUBBORN.

To Mr Crush ,

What is exactly in there ? Tell me ! Show me !
Good luck !

With love,
Atina Zain

Ps: Dilemma !
Toddleesss !
Cherioz !

2009-06-08T00:56:00.003+08:00

Dear dearies,

07th June 2009 ; YANA IS FINALLY 21 !

To the girl whom i love most,

Happy 21th Birthday ! You're FINALLY a grown up woman !

HAHAHAHA.. I hope that you had a BOMBASTIC birthday celebration.

I love you so much !

Youre the strongest woman i have ever met !

Your patience amazed me .

No worries babe !

Life is full of Ups and Downs

and i am sure that when the time is right you are gonna live happily ever after.

(like those in fairytales).

Noone will have Bad days throughout their lifes.

Be strong and just remember that you have the SAID's Honeybunch !

(you are never alone).

With infinites love,

Atina Zain

I nearly KILL myself !

I was BOREDDD to death !

Lucky that baby fitri is here.

He really save my Sunday !

Thanks dear !

I love watching cartoon with him.

Dah banyak keletah si kecik tuu .

HAHAHAHAH...

(actually it have been weeks since i met him)

I really miss him!

God ! I HUGGED and KISSED him enough ! HAAHHAHA

ps: Im afraid of falling. Will this be another monkey story?

Todddleess dearies !

Cherioz!

2009-06-07T01:11:00.002+08:00

Dear dearies,
Its early sunday morning !

06th June 2009; Taman Warisan 4th Anniversary
HEADLINE: Atina Zain wore a BAJU KURUNG to BUGIS. (:
Whats up with wearing baju kurung to bugis right?
I had to help out with ushering at Taman Warisan. I was afraid at first but
there is always a start for everything. Indeed it was a great experienced working together
woth Kak Rhaihana, Abang Shafiq, Kak Yati, Kak Lydia &&& many2 more. Great working with you guys ! *thumbs up*
And no worries ill help out with the next event insyallah !
We had a few obstacles which is its very warmth for the past few days !
and the sun is scaring me ! I SWEAR !
And i love the ending of the events !
Diana , Afiqah Rendang, Afiqah, Inah Endang and ME CAMWHORE !
Maghrib, Maghrib kite camwhore ! AHAHHAHA
And WE TALKED WITH MR ZAINUDDIN ! OMG ! tak sangka you !
Ive also have some chi-chat session with Kak Rhaihana, Abang Shafiq, Kak Yati and Kak Lydia on this particular topic ! i like talking to them ! bunch of great people ! ilyg !
ill upload the picture soon

Someone misinterpret what ive just said !
OMG !
He is very funny seyy !
or issit me ?
HAHAHHAAH

Ps:imy! really miss !
Tooddless peepz !

2009-06-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

Dear dearies,
It have been quite some time since i update my blog.
dahh berabuk ponn.. *pooooffff*
I have 1001 things to tell but yet little time (my favourite tagline)..

Previously:
29th May-31st May;Perkamupungan Bahas
Where we had our peringkat saingan.
Republic Polytechnic Vs Pioneer JC !
Good news ! we won ! and Nurul Athirah was the best Pembahas !
Congratulations !
Bad news ! we did not get into the next round ! :(
We did our best for this bahas thingy and this was our first time doing bahas competition.
Great experience & Priceless knowledge !
I super love the bonding between other schools &&&&& i get to meet up with my childhood friend (unexpected oi !)
Anyway, THUMBS UP to the Bahas 4PM committeee ! (:

5th June;Formula 1 interview
Its holiday and i have to wake up early !
It requires effort !
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
I wasnt nervous at first as i went there without any hope. (afraid of being dissappointed)
The interview was like a breeze of wind ! (chey tina ! confident !)
After the interview off to meet my bestie !
We had our lunch date ! (sweet kan ? I know !)
It have been weeks since i met her as i was busy with school.
We kept ourself updated and darl , ilysm !
I reaaaaalllllyyyy loveeeee heeerrrr soooo muchhhhh !
The best part for today is i had shooting as
to help out with the 3rd year student,FYP..
We had to do BELLY DANCING !
oh myyy ! ive never like dancing ! GAHHH !!
HAHAHAHHA..
it was a successs for todays shooting !
Congrats to them and good luck for your FYP guys!

Tomorrow im helping out with the ushering
at TAMAN WARISAN !
Another tiring day i bet !
&&&& i wanna watch the SINGAPORE IDOL AUDITION !
I think i have to give it a miss !

till here babies !
ps: truly,madly,deeply in love !
Cherioz !

2009-04-24T19:25:00.004+08:00

[ Crush(es) are the HOT FUCK TOPIC now ! ]

Dear dearies !
ITS FRIDAY !
it marks the end of school for this week.
im totally exhausted !
I cant deny that today's class was super duper FUN !
You wanna know why ?!
Im excited to tell the whole world ! (:
MY GROUP WAS PRAISED BY NOT ONLY OUR FACILLITATOR
BUT OTHER GROUP MEMBERS!
Can you imagine a basic presentation can turn to be an amazing one !
I was so in in my own lala world !
We do have negative comments for our presentation.
Must be balance ! (:

School was super-duper fun too !
Not because of the subject but the PEOPLE.
Ive finally find someone whom im comfortable with
And she made me love YESTERDAY !
The lunch at causeway point !
Awww ! i wish , i wish ! *dreaming*

Anyway, Salam Takziah to Mak Long’s family.
I hope everything is fine on your side.
Cousins, Be strong aites !

p/s: I was reminded by that bitter memories.

2009-04-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

Dear dearies !
School and lessons have already started !
OMG !
PBL suck big time !
I cracked my brain almost everyday
and i missed breakfast and lunch occasionaly.
( At the end of 3 years make sure i have an hour glass body okay!)
Thanks RP ! (:
Almost everyday i have to complete my Quiz and reflected journal.
ohhhhh !
Not enough cracking brain in school, at home i have to do the same .
GAH !
BUT....
I love schools because of presentation(when it satisfy me) &&&&&&& HOT guyss !
HAHAHAHA..

IM FREAKING DISAPPOINTED SEYY !
DON'T TALK TO ME !

2009-04-18T22:58:00.005+08:00

School Of Hospitality, Group 7

Dear Dearies !

Orientation camp was super-duper awesome.

The principal cup 2009 result is OUT !

&&&&& SOH won 2nd runner-up !

How can that happened ?

We have been winning for two years straight .

Overall , it was FUN especially the DOMINO RIPPLE .

Defination of Domino ripple : Similar to kallang wave but each school has to create a unique kalang wave .

And guess what ?

The pricipal is impressed by our school !

and i was impressed by what we did too .

It looks SUPER-DUPER PERFECT !

I guess Willy must be proud of us .

Now , im having sore thorat due to the shouting .

Owwhh ! Ive received my timetable for this week

and the reporting time is like 0830hours !

Ive got to wake up super early !

&&&&&& ive seen all my classmates !

Oh gosh !

My class is consist of HOT2 gerls seyy .

(im still straight).

I felt so ODD !

gahh !

Their body are like hour class, they dress well , they have nice complexion !

i do envy them .

Lets pray that i do get along with my classmates and my facilitator.

"when you walk down the street youll find more hot guys"

I guess its true .( not guess but its very true)

Memories of you are hunting me during the daylight too .

The game is merely over.

Thanks for the syitting memories.

2009-04-15T22:14:00.004+08:00

Dear Dearies !
School orientation has officially started .
Ive started to adore the school & Friends (i guess).
I shouldnt emphazied on what we did during the orientation
but i was abashed by my own action.
" Rose , do you trust me ? "
Does that line sound(s) familiar ?
Titanic scene !
Gawd !
I was supposed to act !
Im excited for tmr's continuation Ori camp.

I guess this second action of mine is TOTALLY embarrasing
Perhaps could hit the HEADLINE for tomorrow's news (over-lah plakk).
NUR ATINA BINTE ZAIN actually STEPPED on someone SHOES and is NOT aware of that.
(foolish of me !)
I actually stepped on this man shoes !
and i can freakingly keep quiet ( i didnt realised)
and he was a MALAY man !
0_0
" Sorry ehk Abg . " with that shocking facial expression.
He smiled and gave way to me since i wanted to gett off the bus .
It was freaking embarrasing as we kept smiling !
Gawd !
What a bad start and an end to my day .

Anyway, I hate 168 during peak hours .
You have to !#$%%^@ wait and wait !
haiyo !

2009-04-12T21:31:00.006+08:00

PRESENTING . . .

Specially for you ! Its my OWN hardwork . I hope you do like it . (:

2009-04-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

Im back , bookworm, book reviewer, literary critic, proofreader !

im back with new stories , gossips ! (gossip or what) ..

alahh .. almost everyone in this world do gossip(s) ..

From boys to girls , Moms to dads, Aunties to uncles, Neneks to datuks ..

Risyah's bornday party !

It was super-duper awesome !

:Ive 1001 things to tell them but yet little time !:

I MISS YOU BABES AND DUDES !

Anyway, thanks for the treat dudes .

Oh yarh ! someone do owe me my bornday gift .

hmph !

Ive made that tak perlu confession to ____________!

*ssshhh*

Diam2 tauu !

ps: i do have a private blog [much more active there] . do ask me for my url.

2008-11-15T20:51:00.002+08:00

15112008.

AEROHUB welcomed NUR ATINA BTE ZAIN

since 13th November 2008 !

My work was pretty easy.

not pretty but extremely.

i just need to key in the data

and ill finished work before 2pm?

when i actually have 8 hours to do my job.

perhaps my cousin and some other friends were

giving me a helping hands and that made jobs

easy and fast.

and i so love my colleagues!

sape seyy tak suke.

You're working with all the MEN!

reliable and 'responsible' men.

ahahah..

perhaps im new and that is the reason why they

treated me very well.

and thanks supervisor for calling me an 'underage girl ehk!'

ahahahha..

i find that driver cute sakk! (:

heh heh heh.

cousin keep quiet kay?

tooddllleesss!

2008-10-30T22:42:00.002+08:00

30.10.2008

Finally, im down with three papers left.

Im hoping that miracle would happened.

Getting all A1 [self-motivation]

That was how my motivator motivated me.

I think as i grew up i get a clear view of life.

Ive not gone far but standing here now is

like standing in the middle of hell.

Perhaps im not good at solving problems.

Yes i admit!

Im a busted !

I dont know how to appreciate friends !

I hurt people when i shouldnt !

i thought that i would survived by having more friends.

i was proved wrong.

Very wrong !

To whom it may concern,

I fucking miss you. i thought that i could solve this problem but indeed

things remained the same or remained unsolved. it was totally my fault.

That guilt is still there. Ive yet to say GOODBYE to our friendship

and today shall be the day ! Goodbye friend! ily.

2008-09-19T23:57:00.003+08:00

20092008.

too many things for me to express here.

i kept backspacing and dont know where to start.can i tell the whole world that im having heartaches?can i asked the world to just listened to me and not me listening to them?can i asked why everyone i loved has to live me?yes, i admit !im demanding,im selfish,im ego,and for all i care cause im a person without any feelings !

im hating myself to the max !im hating the fact that im born !i know i sholuldnt say that but this is what ive kept inside and its killing me !im having heartaches as if ive been hurt !fyi, im not being hurt by any bloody boys.im being hurt by the news that i dont wish to hear.

Nenek,Tina sayang nenek ! Sayang sangat ! ive go through a lot with you. you've been someone who im proud to tell people about.but please dont leave me please? im begging god please dont take her from me !i beg you ! i beg you ! i beg you ! im begging you !she's been my shoulder to cry on. and i know her loves for her grandchildrens are beyond words. and so does us, nenek. if you leave us,who are we going to turn to? wholl cooked for us when we're hungry? wholl looked after us company ?

i know people are crying and hoping for the best. i know how disappointing it is. i dont want this news to reach atuk and nenek. i dont want to see atuk with his sad,lonely,disappointing face.do you know how it hurts? it hurts a lot ! i dont want nenek's smile to fade after hearing this news and i dont want to see her worried.This incident really woke me up.Noone actually keep me strong including friends. their advice dont help me totally. ive learnt how important are my families.we're advicing and reminding each other to stay strong and not let nenek or atuk see that tears of ours.im hoping that the doctor will come back with a news that could make us smile.

And to whom it may concern,

i know ive said something which may hurt u guys.but only god knows how angry i am with you guys.you know at the point of time i really need someone and the fact that i came down there alone hoping to share my burden really disappoint me.if you guys cant make it i wont be angry.you called me a few times before i reached there and u can just say that u just woke so that i can take my freaking sweet time and do something to kill time before meeting you guys. i waited for more than 15 mins alone and when i called u can still say that ur at home. wow! that really surprised me ! u know im reaching and i could still accept if u tell me that u just went out or sthing. and do you know hw fucking irritating it was when i was all out alone waiting and this bloody boys kept me bloody company when i dont know them totally! yes, i hate you guys! cause for all my life,noone ever did this to me. and im not buying ur explaination.

unexpected action from unexpected people.

2008-09-13T00:37:00.002+08:00

13092008.

Prelimanary Examination 2008 has ended since

12 september 2008 at 1030hrs !

That is what im looking forward to except for the results.

Lets' drop the topic and ill update you on my result when my weekdays come about.

Mummy has a calon for me.

I kept hearing this particular name from my mum

and she kept praising him for his good deeds.

As usual i will ignore her when she came up

with this nonsentical ideas of matchmaking me.

And she really pissed me off when we had this conversation:

Mum: Aku nak mintak tolong die cat umah arh nanti.
Me: Mi, you jangan uat malu i tauu.. hys neither my fren or
abg's frend..
Mum: Takp arhh.. aku nak jodohkan die ngan kau..
Me: Terima kasih banyak2..die dah ade yang punye..

She finally stop answering me but later kept on disturbing me.

Mummy, i dont want hym okay?
(:

You accusing me without knowing the truth

I admit that im closed to you.

but that doesnt give you any right to accuse me of telling people

of what you have been doing.

I swear that i wasnt the one who spread dat "tak perlu bangga" news to people.

Things are obvious therefore people know how to interpret them.

She live much2 longer than you.

So what do you expect?

Get the facts right before accusing me sucker !

2008-09-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

050908.

Relationship

with

everyone

super-duper

different.

-tina-

2008-08-29T12:26:00.004+08:00

290808.

Finally, i have some precious time to check my email.

I received an email from my aunt contain this:

Her days.....getting ready to centre

Memory of nenek.........do u missed her?

I was searching for nenek picture actually

and i finally i have found/get them.

Obviously i missed her !

When i looked at those picture,

i felt her presence.

As if she's with me.

yes, my relationship with her was always not ryte.

We argued until we hardly talk to each other.

Its only until you're far from me

that i felt that i'm missing you.

and now you left me totally.

i totally missed my good times with her.

i missed talking to her.

i missed sleeping with her.

i missed arguing with her.

i missed my routine when i actually

looked into your room before i sleep.

i missed being absent from school

just to sent you to your centre.

i missed crying infront of you

just to stop you from going to my aunties hse.

Ten years staying with us

and what do you expect.

with love;

atina.zain

2008-08-24T12:21:00.002+08:00

240808

with a heart that broken into pices,

im here to announce that im parent-less

eversince 20-08-2008.

i know i have to appreciate and treasure what im having.

I dont understand why im becoming this way.

I've lost my identity.

I'm absolutely lost.

I dont know who i am.

I'm always smouldering with rage and

so damn impatient.

Only god knows hw it hurts me to hurt you guys.

I used to live with only you guys and when you guys

abandoned me they picked me up.

and yet, im doing the same to you guys.

Im so sorry.

I rather be alone than hurting and dissappointing ppl.

with love;

tina.

2008-08-16T20:09:00.002+08:00

16082008.

Now i realised that life is really,really short.

i just came back from the muslim cemetry[duh!]

My parents and i actually visited quite a number of cemetry.

Firstly, we went to My real grandmother's cemetry.

My father did some cleaning.

its so obvious that people are not visiting her cemetry.

and later we headed to my grandmother's bro, my greatgrandmother and so on..

the last cemetry that i visited was my grandmother.

She left us for 1 week 1 day.

time flies very fast.

eversince she left me, i felt incomplete so incomplete.

she's always up in my mind.

i cried hoping for her to return.

only for a day.

ONLY ONE DAY !

and my mind was all corrupted.

I cant seem to think.

and i just find myself so weak.

i can just breakdown infront of people just like that.

I'm lucky that my egg clan is always and forever by my side.

They were always there right from the start of this incident !

and to my queen of egg,

For godness sake please stop smoking or definitely im not talking

or lepak-ing with you okay ?

until you say YES and you MEAN it !

okay ?

toddles!~

aku.kau.kita.mita

2008-08-13T01:13:00.006+08:00

hoii hoii!!
ini aku. its me! its me!
hahaha. its like 1.20am and i'm here.
talking on the phone at this hour ehh tina?
dengan sape ah? sape? sape?
ohh ehh smalam petang mimpi petang pasal sape ah?
muahahahahahaha!~
and ehh aku nak bilang kau secret.
lets make it i wanna tell evryone out there?

ehh ehh whens the make up of 080808 uhh? bila? bila?
bila ku kenang ku renung gambar wajahmu..
sudah.. yang sudah tu sudah.. jangan di tangisi lagik..
ok stop.

dah ah orang baru kene marah ngan west side guy.
tsssssssssssskkkkkkkkkkk!~

gogogo!~
nana.ozu was here.
(:

2008-07-13T02:17:00.002+08:00

13072008.

Things are getting better between me and some other friends.

I guess all the problems that we are facing

is putting my supers friend as one. *hoping*

Today had physics remedial and after that

i d to take care of my dear Fitri !

omg !

i cant imagine if i were to be a mum one day.

My mum said that ill pampered my child.

Indeed i was just now, i gave Fitri whatever he wanted ..

Hahahah..

But he was adorable lahh ..

he loved to menyelit !

ahahaha..

cute tauu..

Anyway !

i have a GREAT obession on RANCOUR

which made my dear FRIEND, ice, irritated !

and also i have a a great obsession on Is1619 .

omg!

I just super LOVE this rancour and is1619 !

wwwooooohhhooo!

oh yeah ..

ill surely share with u guys IS1619 video.

i listeed to this song more than 1 time..

ahhahah.. countless time.

Enjoy !

2008-07-12T00:42:00.002+08:00

12072008.

This week have been a BAD and chaotic week.

Incident after incident that happened that actually falling the SUPERS apart.

Im so sorry for what had happened.

I was to be blame for everything that happened.

Maybe its me who have been giving the SUPERS a hard time.

I know people are scolding me for making the wrong decision.

But i think by doing so things will be better

and i seems to be on the right track.

Sheaha and i talk things out and

we are back to normal.

im hoping that things will remain as what it is and

please god dont test on us again.

If you were to test on us,

biar ada hikmahnya.

Hikmah yang dapat aku melihatnya.

Atqa and me are reaching to the stage where things are to be back

as per normal.

Im sory tqa for not answering your question about the supers.

Maybe i should have kept it to myself.

I finally see you doing your part as a SUPERS.

As what that have been told, maybe by stepping out

of the group things between the SUPERS will be back as per normal.

Farah and me are still not back as how we used to be.

But i dont mind.

Its not that i dont care but its fully my mistake.

and obviously i have to be responsible for my action.

I just wanna apologised to you. I know you love SUPERS a lot and

my action makes the condition between me and you worse.

As what you told me too that you dont care what im going to do next

but im just hoping that you stil show care and support to the other SUPERS.

They need you in order to make the SUPERS united as one.

For Emy, she's a hack care type of person.

So this wont affect her.

I remember what we talked about during MT.

We will surely meet up after FIVE YEARS after we graduate.

To be frank, when i made this decision no one knows how melancholic i am.

I cried in class when none of the supers were with me.

To inform you that i was making that decision was like picking either

LIFE or DEATH.

SUPERS was part of my life.

Im hoping that i shall not regret making this new route.

Its not that i dont want to reconsider my decision

but i felt that SUPERS without me is simply nothing.

Goodbye SUPERS !

2008-07-04T08:21:00.002+08:00

04072008.

You see me smiling

But can you see whats happening inside me

Seeing her condition really makes me downcast

I donno maybe im tired of crying

but when i standing by her side,

my heart feels the pain and my eyes was feeling hot

No one knows that i was traumatize but that incident

When i was left alone , That incident plays again in my head

And when im quiet please make me talk

Im trying my very best to stand up strong

I may not be my old me anymore

Some people are just too arrogant

that they thought they knew everything

I just despise you

and get this right !

All this while i was forced to be with you !

If you think that ur way too much better than us

then i suggest you do your part !

For those who have been by myside ,

thanks a lot ..

Words are just words

but i hope God will repay you with the good deeds that

you guys have done for me.

Dearest Farah and Sheaha ,

You guys have supported me a lot

I love you guys !

And im sorry if i've been burden to you guys

and you guys tollerated with my moodswing.

Lets' pray for the best !

and i dont wish to lose anyone !

2008-06-11T19:53:00.005+08:00

11062008.

omg !
DEMAM BOLASEPAK is back !
woooohhhooooo!
UEFAEURO2008 !
England is OUT !
damn it ! Its okay !
The next group on my list is .........
Espanyol !
Spain luhh bebey !
OMG !
HOT sakk the players !
David VILLA !
Francesc FABREGAS !
Fernando TORRES !
&&&&&obviously my new hero - Iker CASILLAS !

Today i spent my day cleaning my cupboard !

Gosh !

u should look at my clothes !

Mcm kandang _____ !

SNEAK PEAK !

BEFORE !

Baju Pengantin

I started by empty -ing the cupboard .

It looks so much much better !

Jeng .... Jeng .. Jeng !

SURPRISED ! [ Lame seyy ! ]

AFTER !

[Opps ! i saw sthing that "you" shldn't see ! ]

Right side are my sweaters and on the left are my dresses .

And i took 5 hours to clean up !

F-I-V-E hours okay !

taaaaddddaaaa !

2008-06-10T22:48:00.002+08:00

10062008.

Today i felt like a bird .

I had a chance to fly freely .

I get to see myself smile and laugh .

I spend almost a day outside .

Morning :

-sent mummy to work .

-followed papa out .

Afternoon:

-met nasuha.

-went to GH together with mama , fathin ,fitri .

Evening:

-Went to VIVOCITY !

Lets' see if i caught any HOT guys ..

hmm ..

i guess its a NO !

as my eyes were kept to myself ..

[is dis proverb rite ?]

Im freeaaakkiiinnnggg exhausted today !

SHOOTS !

I love to see her in scarf ..

AKU GEMUK !

I love her a lot bebeh !

Anak TOY !

Tadaaaaa !

2008-06-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

10052008.

Too many incidents that happened at one shot .

Bad news.

sad news.

Heartbreaking news.

Wahh !

Jialat !

im dying siaa !

Wow !

Singlish luhhh seyy !

No wonder i did badly for ENGLISH !

I'm standing up srtong !

I'm trying to stand up strong !

I will definitely make it !

taddddaaa !

2008-06-08T16:59:00.002+08:00

08062008.

It the 8th but i dont feel get anything special ..

Hmm ..

Im duper BORED !

I feel like going out

bu where ?

I dont intend to blog caus ei dont have any good story to share .

To whoever itmay concern ,

if you feel hurt by what i say , i just wanna tell you

that just get used to it . Im sick and tired to actually care for peoples' feeling

when they dont . Yesterday was the most "memorable" day !

You thught me not to care for a person that much .

You who i loved the most was the one who really hammer my heart !

And you thought me not to bother about peoples' feelings

but my own feelings !

Everyone is super duper hurt by me ..

from Families to FRIENDS ..

Must i care for how they felt ?

My heart has the answer !

and when i think about it ..

i felt that guilty-ness ..

wth ?

I hate that bloody feeling ..

God , i want friday to come by quickly !

I want to have my own space !

I felt so cramp here !

If i were to run , it doesnt show that im a coward for godness sake ..

i just want some peace !

P-E-A-C-E !

God !

Please !

Why am i hating people ?

Why are people hating me ? (isnt it retribution ?)

If they need attention please feel free to step infront and tell me ..

im not gonna eat you ryte ?

as if i will go around telling people ,

" This girl really needs attention ! "

and i hate people following what i am doing ..

i dont asked for them ..

They naturally come themself ..

I never go around asking for them too ..

THANK YOU , COUSINS !

I LOVE YOU TO THE BIT !

THANKS FOR SUPPORTING ME !

; WITH LOVE ,supervague!

Taddddaaaaa !

2008-06-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

07062008.

HAPPY BORNDAY TO MY DEAREST KAK YANA !

You're finally 20 !

ahahaha..

dah tua kak sedare kesayanganku !

Hope everything that you will be going nthru is something nice and sweet.

and im coming foward to ur day.

u noe wat i mean huh ?

Today i was extremely exhausted .

Why ?

I had to wake up early to accompany my mum to ICA building .

Why ?

To actually have an extract birth certificate for SZ !

and you know how irritating it is to actually do something for someone

who is not worth to help !

Why ?

cause he is superlazy !

S-U-P-E-R !

All he can do is scold and scold and scold people .

who he think he is .

For godness sake im his eldest sister

so show some respect !

I was so freaking fed-up and just went out of the house

and i was so lucky that there are some people

who actually still can make me smile .

Shhheeessshhh !

Yesterday was super-duper FUN!

I enjoyed every minute with Aidil and friends !

ahahahah..

They are cool people seyy !

They never make you feel akward .

i actually accompany aidil to airport to get his paid

and then we were supposed to grab some delicious food at pizza hut

but i suggested we have our lunch at hougang since we will be meeting them.

We met kak iqah and her boyfiee,achap .

They were so cute !

cute couple gituuu lorrrr !

ahahahah..

but then half way thru achap had to leave as he had some problem .

ksian tauu die ..

But Kak iqah wassss sssuuuuppppeeerrrr duppppeeerrr gerek !

we ended up sitting under the void deck ..

beboal2 and nyanyi2 !

ahahaha..

We seems to share the same interest and share the same thinking ..

She likes INDONESIAN songs !

After that around 7+ ,

we started playing BADMINTON !

It was 2 (kak iqah & me) vs 1 (Aidil)

ksian abang sedare aku yang satu tuuu ..

ahahhahaha ..

Later kak ima joined us !

Lagi gerek !

2 (Kak Ima & Iqah) vs (Aidil & me)

It was a tough fight !

tough fight ke perrr..

ahahahahha..

and i tell you aidil kan die jealous gilerr tauu

kak iqah asyik layan me ..

i know that cousin but i just kept quiet ..

Ksian deyy lorr ..

ahahah..

sorrryy dude !

ahahhaha..

I cant wait for o0ur next outing !

wwoooohoooo!

Sometimes i felt that being with them or my cousins are so much fun !

Enjoy all you want !

Talk all you want !

Kacau them all you want !

They seems to be more matured in talking ..

Takd beboal world ..

there's no competition ponn..

They are much much more matured !

I think its time i change the circle of friends ..

We're having make-up lesson now !

we are trying to transform people !

Some some advice for guys to take note,

" Girls are not some showcase for you to model around !

love that person for who she is ! Cause you'll never know how perfect you are ! "

Taaadddaaaa !

2008-06-01T13:06:00.003+08:00

01062006.

Finally, its JUNE!

wooohoooo!

Another onw week to go and

then its our holiday where i can sleeeeppp

and waaaakkkeeee up all i want.

Yesterday was supposed to attend my Girlfriend Birthday Party

but something happened and i have to go on with another planned.

Sorry darl!

Anyway, i went out with my dearest superpower.

Superbelo was supposed to join us but

something was not right at her place.

We went to my usual port.

Slack luhh seyy!

ahahaha..

I had a great tyme.

We talk like there is no tomorrow.

ahahahha..

Anyway Thanks tauu superpower!

Ryte now im Baby-sitting my dear fitri qusyairee..

ahahahah..

OMG!

i watched Evolusi KL drift trailer!

and i swear it was so damn amazing!

A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!

Evolusi KL drift

Impak Maksima

Amciam?

Best kan?

My great obsession now!

ahahaha..

tadddaaaa!

2008-05-31T01:31:00.002+08:00

30052008.

There goes the first half of our study programme.

wooohhhhooo!

Tomorrow is a Saturday

and im free.

As some people knew that i have some personal problems

and i kept wanting to be free but school works have make me really busy.

Tomorrow i have my own plans with my dear belo and superpower.

WooooHooooo!

ahahahha..

Aku rindu keluar ngan kau tauu Farah!

So must make it happen tauuu..

Oh yeah!

I wanted to blog about this couple who inspired me!

Im sure you guys wants to know

how they inspired me.

I find that their love story is so damn amazing.

Its like a dream come true.

Not everyone in the world will have a happily ever after.

And to have a happily ever after is not easy.

you have to go through hard times together.

From there you will get to learn from each other

and this experiences are priceless.

When i watched their video,

i was like telling myself that i want to have

a boyfriend badly BUT not now.

Seriously, i dont find any guys who deserve me..

Hahahahah..

No luhh..

unless i get what i wanted or should i say i achieved my goal

then ill find my own HOT sweet.

I love the NUMBER EIGHT;8 soo much!

I think i would want my

eight husbands,(oh dear! can i handle them?)

eight childrens,(oh i want to produce more! AHHAHAHA)

Aniverssary on the eighth,(that is a must!)

sumore2..

i _____ love EIGHT!

WOHHHHOOOO!

Supervague's word of wisdom: Love is universal.

The couple that im refring to is:

Nurul Aini & Sufian!

[ I super envy you love story! (: ]

2008-05-27T01:22:00.002+08:00

26052008.

Lets us give a BIG wave to MT O LVEL

and says "BYE! we wil never wants to see you again!"

AHAHAHHAHA..

anyway, we're not having our holiday seyyy..

takp O LEVEL bebey!

ahahhahaha..

i want to share wif you guys dis particular video.

Im sure you guys gonna rrrrrooooolllll down and laughed.

Lets come to something serious.

Serious seyyy!

ahahaha..

i want hym to sing me this song badly!

This song helped me in my paper 1 O level okay?

ahaahahahah..

Cinta Manusia - Shafiq

Taaaaddddddaaaaa..!

2008-05-25T12:21:00.002+08:00

25052008.

The most childish problem that ive ever seen.

I dont remeber telling people that we're HOT!

and GIRL if u tink ur some HOTSTUFF

i tink ur totally WRONG!

cause lets compare my girls and ur girls.

There's a TREMENDOUS difference luhh seyy..

Oh yarh!

it really reminds me of an incident

where ONE of ur FRIEND actually has a CRUSH on my

BOY-FRIEND.

do you remember dat?

so aren't they HOT!

or they just too HOT that they cannot be compared to YOUR BOYFRIENDS!

Ur not happy with us why dont YOU GIRLS confront us?

and when u think back its not US who are not HAPPY with you.

ITS YOU WANTON WHO HAVE NO LIFE

that are SIMPLY NOT HAPPY WITH US..

isnt it ryte girlfriends and boyfriends?

so we dont only welcome you with pink and red carpet

but also the whole island.

another piece of syit that i have to tell you girls.

our friendship will last till die.

and i dont think your friendship will last like us.

cause you friendship based on things that we called DUNIAWI.

if you dont understand you can just refer to your FRIEND yg NAK STEP MANEnye HEBAT.

and if ktr nie sampah masyarakat,

we're not us bad as you.

name minah tudong tapi perangai ______.

im not kutoking all the minah tudong out dere.

but use some brains kau pkai tudong.

ur bringing our religious name.

so act like one sweet and lemah-lembut lady.

im sure ur USTAZAH will teach u dat.

And to people who say ktr kurang kasih sayng,

lets look it this way.

Our parents have never disowned us,

throw some VULGARITIES dat wll hurt our feelings

till they cannot hurt and they love us like mad.

do you get that love?

i guess a no.

and to the HYPOCRITE,

i guess you better get yourself one _____ life.

cause to me ur just a piece of syit

who needs attention.

*shaking head*

i pity u WANTON girls.

Taddddaaaaa!

2008-05-21T16:11:00.003+08:00

21052008.

School was FUN for the past few days

but TIRING!

MT intensive can be interesting and boring.

I need sweeettttss every minute.

ahahhaha..

5 DAYS TO MT O LEVEL bebeh!

oh yarh i was quite shocked when wei loong asked me this,

" i wanna see iskandar picture."

*sotong face*

wth sey?

out of so many people.

if you tell me you wanna see ONCY or SUNO pix..

i wont be surprised luhh..

I donno why im so damn distracted by what people

keep talking about or advicing me.

I donno why people so called disrelish her.

and i know that is part or parcel of life.

This people every told me that,

"Three or more are usually a crowd."

Tadaaaaa!

2008-05-19T18:01:00.004+08:00

19052008

Vesak day luhh today!

There goes da holiday.

FUTSAL!

It was fun!

ahahahahahah..

what can we link with futsal?

Balls?

Boots?

Guys?

ahahahhahah..

errmm..

but that was not why it was fun.

actually partly arh..

"Budak fadlon tu handsome jgk."-mummy.

"fadlon?Mane satu? *mum shows me*. Handsome ke?

Fadhlun lagi hot. ahahahha"-SV

It was fun to see their game.

i feel like joining them!

gatal tauu kaki!

*Thumbs up* for the organisation!

Indeed it was a FANTASTIC event.

Anyway, Thanks for the invitation yekk UNCLE DJ!

ahahhahah..

i will definitely join u guys..

and As usual that Belo will always be my partner..

ahahahhah..

Remeber this badut by the name of HAMSYARI?

yes?

no?

Im sure u guys will..

ahahaha..

mane tak.. Nakal die semacam..

ahahahah..

lyke monyyyeeeetttt..

ahahahha..

tak percaye?

ill update u da video if i have found them..

Holiday?

confirm boring!

actually i know that i have to study

but i just cant stick my buutttt to da chair..

ahahahha..

so i start surfing the net with no intention

even blogging..

but since i saw a few videos maybe i should share with you guys..

The original video.

Sang by EBI and MILA. Hot gituu lorr

Another version of MyHeart: (random pick) i like the little girl. Cutee!

taaaaddddaaaaa!

2008-05-14T00:09:00.002+08:00

To be a good person is not that easy.

Our main topic for today.

Its 1224hr and i could not bring myself to sleep.

Tmr ade exam seyy.

im sure you guys have watched or wanting to watch

ayat-ayat cinta.

Anyway if u watched that show,

im sure you guys will want to watch that show again&again&again..

"...sifat muslimah yang ada pada diri Maria."

Saya suka bangeettt ngan phrase ini.

Secara jujur aku cemburu melihat orang yang

dapat menjalankan tugas mereka sebagai seorang muslim.

adakah kerana aku terlalu mengikutkan dunia luar?

adakah kerana aku asyik mengejar hal ehwal dunia?

"seorang itu dekat dengan TUHAN nya ketika dia sujud."

Sungguh mendalam kata2 ini.

Benar!

tak dinafikan.

Aku inginkan kehidupan lama ku.

Bagaimana aku masih kecil

yang menghormati dan menyanyangi semua orang.

Aku ingin dekat bersamamu untuk selamanya

Itu adalah niat ku.

Aku tahu aku hanya meminjam sahaja.

Apa yang aku miliki.

Pengatahuan,Wang,Barang2 yang kepunyaan aku

bukan miliku sepenuhnya.

Dan kehidupan ini,

Buakn milik aku sendiri.

Aku akan pulang kepadamu.

Kadangkala aku bertanya pada diriku ini,

mengapa orang lain boleh menjadi orang yang baik2?

Kenapa?

kerana alasan mereka miskin?

Bulsyit!

kerana mereka diberi asas ugama yang kuat.

aku ponn ade.

cuma aku tak perna manfaatkannya.

aku tahu ia satu dosa

tapi kenapa aku masih lakukannya.

kerana aku tak takut padamu.

SUMPAH!

aku takut pada dirimu.

aku juga kadangkala berasa bersalah

tapi diri ini tak mampu melawan.

aku minta maaf!

Sesungguhnya kau berilah aku kekuatan bagi aku

menjalankan tanggungjawab aku ini tanpa

ada sembarang halangan.

Ini bukanlah puisi cinta tetapi persaanku.

2008-05-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

13052008

Happy Belated Bornday

to my DEAREST GIRLFRIEND!

dah besar my dear babe nie!

Dah tinggi belom?

aku rindu bangett same kamuu!

Omg!

IMH a lott!!

dah lame u noe ktr tak jumpe..

contact ponn dah lame..

da last tyme was during my bornday!

Teringat during our primary school dayss..

dielahh sahabatku..!

ahahaha..

and dis year dah 5 years ktr kawan..

cepat seyy!

and da most happy news that she gave me

was that die ngan guy die dah 9 mths..

that was surprising..!

it was like yesterday she told me about their relationship..

ahahahahh..

all the best ehk darl!

I noe hys da best for you..

ahahhaa..

loving couple gituu lorrr..

Anyway, Today is our LAST MID-YEAR PAPER!

wwwoooohhhhoooo!

sampai takd mood nak uat paper tad..

i was like scribbling stuff that has no link with COMPUTER TERMS.

and during our 'free time' i scribbled tak tauu wat luhh on the paperr..

i still keep the paper..

ahahaha..

biarlahh!

dont be bothered ponn..

ahahahah..

i guess report book keluar all red marks except for MT language..

Talking about MT ryte..

Tmr kan..

tmr kan..

supposed to be our marking day..

But people from the MOE wanted to have a MT O LEVEL MOCK examination..

Macam takd hari lain gitu

and i havent study my peribahasa ponn..

i came across this song.

and this song was like dah lame.

but ive never understand the meaning of the song

until i watched this indonesian sinetron.

i didnt know this song was like so sedih.

hahahah..

kite hidup mesti ade sikit jiwa sentimental.

ahahah..

okayy whatever!

enjoy!

2008-05-11T00:19:00.004+08:00

11052008

wohhhoo!

Mothers' Day luhh seyy..

aint u guys celebrating?

or u guys forget?

which i dont tink this could or would happen..

Anyway,we actually planned to have a small gathering today evening.

but i dont tink it will happen.

not because of anything

but my dad and uncle are bringing my nenek and the MUMS out.

im touched by that!

im sure you would want to know how we celeb Mothers Day ryte?

errmmm..

it turns out to be a success one okayy!

we actually went to wild2 wet..

it was fun!

sampai my mum and aunties kena siram ngan air..

ahahhaha..

Mothers' Day gift tuu..

Anyway kan!

anyway kan!

Lifeguard pat sane ade yang HOT-HOT tauu..

phweeeet!

aahahah..

but seriusly seyy..

i saw dis guard was like helping dis small kid.

It was at the Tsunami area dere.

Kind of dangerous that i actually find one spot and sitt

and do my sight-seeing.

heheheheh..

Another incident yang memalukan was that

i wanted to sit on that float..

den kan..

Abang Lud punye jahat..

There was this lifeguard tauuu..

u noe wat abang lud said.

"Mintak arh tolong abang lifeguard." -Abang Lud

"Uat per seyy? Abang Lud ngan Kak yana kan ader!" -SV

i was like dah malu arhh.

and i only smiled at dat guardd..

and the next round i was there..

iwas hoping he was not dere.

but instead he was stil dere.
AT THE SAME SPOT!

Tak ngok ponn muke die.

aahahahahha..

The last incident was that we took da Sky Ride..

i guee arh thats da name..

IT WAS SUPER-SCARY!

S-U-M-P-A-H!

but den kann dereeesss diss guy who

was sooooo damn helpfulll!

ahahhaha..

he actually helped me out with the buckle..

aku nye BENG ponn tak tauu nak bukak!

M-E-M-A-L-U-K-A-N!

buat susah-susah jekk.

ahahahah..

SUPERVAGUE's MOTHERS' DAY WISHES BOARD!

To my dearest Mother,

You have always..always be the BEST!

Your Love for me is never ending.

I know that you want the best for us

and that we are the want who just cant listen to you.

Im sorry mum!

I know that i have never be the best

and my rudeness are just so INCREDIBLE

that you think that you have not done a good job as a mother.

TODAY,11 MAY 2008,0101HR

NUR ATINA BTE ZAIN WANTS TO TELL YOU THIS:

You have done the greatest job as a mum.

To work, To manage the house,To be a good wife,To be a good mum.

I cant promised that ill give you a good life.

But my promise that i will never ever BREAK is that

YOU WILL ALWAES HAVE A SPACE IN MY HEART AND MIND!

I love youuuu sooo muchhh..

and ive never got the GUTS to tell you this.

My HUGS&KISSES actually shows that!

To my derest NENEK,

Saya sayang nenek banyakkkkkkk-banyakkkkk..

Tina tak tauu how to live without nenek!

I can never imagine if you were to live me forever..FOREVER..

i am never prepared..

Nenek luhh tempat tina mengadu..

From Family to friendss..

Nenek akan beri tina segala-galanya..

You alwaes support me in everiting i do.

Nenek has alwaes be our secretbox u noe..

She will definitely keep my secrets or cousins secrets SAFELY!

Nenek!

I FEEL LIKE KISSING YOU!

Nenek!

I FEEL LIKE HUGGING YOU!

I LOVE YOUU SO MUCH!

To my dearest MAMA & MAK NGA,

Thank you so much for alwaes be by myside..

Youre like my mother..

You take care of me..

You make me feels like im your daughter..

You help me out if i have any problems.

I still remember MAMA sacrifice a lot for me.

When i was so sick she yang teman me to the hospital.

When im really sick,she was so worried.

i guess more worried den my mum.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Thanks for the LOVE!

My sweetttiiesss mummmsss!

THE BOLD AND BEAUTIFUL LOVES AND APPRECIATES YOU WONDERFUL WOMAN SOOO MUCH!

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

anyway!

i saw someone again!

and ryteee..

die cute seyy!

ahahahah..

i donno when is the NEXT time!

TAAAADDDAAA!

2008-05-09T13:33:00.006+08:00

09052008

Yeay!!!

FRIDAY luhh seyy!

Today we had our Malay Paper 2 and PHYSICS paper!

omg~!

physics sucks like mad!

i dont know wth i did for that paper..

i scribble and scribble and scribble and scrible

and TIME IS UP!

mcm thut2 jekk paper!!
Geram u noe!

ahahahah...

HAPPY BELATED BORNDAY

TO SUPERMAN LONELY(that is wat he calls himself)!

ive realised something unusual anout myself..

ahahaha..

unusual or wat..??

i realised that i usually blog about

the show,music video,filem or drama that ive watched.

on the list ryte now is IMPAK MAKSIMA.

They have both FILEM and DRAMA..

Ryte now im watching the DRAMA..

OMG!

i start to like CAR RACING!

OMG!

ahahahha..

i was just amazed by that skillsss and the way they driveddd..

now i noe that driving need skills a lot..

HAHAHHAHA..

annnnddd the nextt show on my list is...................

VROOOOOOMMMM!!!!

2008-05-01T14:02:00.005+08:00

LABOUR DAY!
holiday luhh seyy today!

wooohoooo!

but tmr still we are haveing our MID-YEAR EXAMS!

Social Studies BABE!!

Lucky along is kinda PRO in dat subject..

indeed he is..

ahahaha..

jangan kembang!(:

yesterday, the usual three of us.

Along,nasuha and i went to study at airport.

at least i get to study something arh..

He thought me about SBQ.

and today we are gonna continue our study.

after that nasuha and i went to pasir ris..

we planned to study at mcdonald but end up at down town east..

gerek luhh seyyy!

as u noe i hate all dose TYPICAL malay guys and gerls..

and BERLAMBAK seyy u can find dere..

and NAsuha was like wanna "jodoh" me wif this guy!

lucky me my prayers was heard by HIM.

Thanks GOD!

oh yeah! when i reached home i watched CINTAPUCINNO!

okayy!

im being biased!

AHAHHAHA..

HOT GITU LORR NIMO!

ahahaha..

the story was extremely nice to watch.

it is like a common love story that you watch

and the sacrifice that you have to make.

&&&&&&& now im WANTING to watch this show

which i think is a PERFECT LOVE STORY!

confident jekk me..

padahal belum tengok ponnn..

The film is called "ayat-ayat cinta"

It was an arab+indonesian story..

It is sthing about islamic,poligami AND SACRIFICE!

There is a novel for this story too.

and i want to watch and read the novel at the same time!!

I MUST!

BACK TO MY STUDIES!

Vvvvvvrrrrrrooooommmm!

2008-04-20T00:27:00.003+08:00

20042008

Im addicted to this video.

and i tink i have been listening to ths video for millions of time.

serious!

tak bedek!

and i sang ii loudly sumore!

Mayb u should ask sheaha.

She gets irritated by me bcause of this song.

Sorry babe!

ill show you the video at the end of the post.

Ayway i would like to thank SHEAHA'S FAMILY!

thanks A LOT.A LOT.A LOT!

i dont feel good receiving the envelope.

its like too much.

Thanks sayang!

Thanks Belo for the ENJOYABLE day!

i love the NINJA part!

KEKEK siakkk!

kauu luhh manusia paling BELO!

Sayang kamu many2!

MuaXxX!

ahahahahha..

i want acit to be my singing boyfriend okay?

2008-04-17T08:30:00.003+08:00

17042008

I missed a lot in school.

Studies especially and i donno

how in the world am i going to catch up.

With my bloody attitude like this.

Hoping for everything to be infront of me and

miracle could happen.

Im so _____ PRESSURISE by people!!

I dont feel like going for the operation and scope.

Why in the world must i be sick?

and it is totally at the wrong time.

when im having my Os!!

im not complaining.

HE is the one who makes this happened.

i tried to tell myself that this happened because of my PAST and all those SIN.

im sorry if im complaining to much instead of PRAYING for the best!

HAIZ! HAIZ! HAIZ!

im sighing tinking of what to do

and how can i improve and change.

I dont want anyone to feel what im feeling.

I dont want to share my problem to them.

especially my mother.

I dont want her to think that im giving her problem.

She gave me some idea on how to solved them

but like what ive said,

i dont want to give problems to anyone.

im sure people do have a life.

Why waste their time on me ryte?

To my dearest sheaha,

Thanks a lot for the care and concern.

You are always there for me whereas

i have never been there when you really need me.

And the thing that touched my heart

was that you were concern about my health

whereas i, myself, have no time to think of them.

All i do is that thinking that SLEEPING would solved everything.

mayb its the best solution.

BYE!

ps: Jangan mencari die. Semakin kite mencari semakin jauh die akan lari

-kata2 hikmah dari Muhad Nur Aidil-

2008-04-15T13:05:00.008+08:00

15042008

hish! i miss lesson a lot lately due to some problems

and i donno if i should say that i hate feeling this way.

I just dont feel comfortable!

Hai-ja! [ word created by Mrs ooi.]

Last Saturday was my dearest POOH BORNDAY!

He had a pit!

wooohoooo!

although i was not feeling well but i did enjoy the party!

wooooooohhhhhooooooo!

Party is always fun!

Pssst!

I have a secret!

but dun tell anione okay?

errmmm i guesss i tell u LATER!

anyway only SMART people will understand.

The Birthday cake! [The idea was mine!]

The Birthday BOYS!

Excited for the Barbeque!

Kak Shikin![ she's adorable!]

The BESTEREST cousin!

Birthday Boy! (:

DEAREST mom!
The Happy Family!

Fitri was wondering WTH kak shikin was trying to do

Aidil and his Gang!

Norman together with FItri [Cute kan?]

The following are the SATS gang! [Omg! i melt people! cause they were nice people okay?]

And They had Their own Nickname which i find it FUNNY! opps!

EX-springfielders, Farhan CHEESEBALL!

Ex-springfielders, Shafiq Phobia

Birthday Bash discussion!

When can i blow the candle?Wait! 1..2..3! Happy Birthday! wohhhoooo!Opps? i missed the Birthday bash picture! HAHAHAHAJust look at how ugly AIDIL is! and the OTHERS too!

The Sun RISE! wooooo!

PACKING time! and you just look at how jambu and macho we can be if TAK MANDI!

THATS ALL FOLKS!

TAAADAAAA!

2008-03-29T22:56:00.005+08:00

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The SUPERS fallng apart?

SuperVillian

Supersexy

SuperGerek

SuperBelo

SuperVain

SuperPower

A friend to cry with

To know your tears

A friend to hide with

To know your fears

A friend to holdA friend to care

One you knowWill always be there

A friend of hopeA friend of love

A friend to do for youAll of the above

A special personCould be hard to find

One who will always be

In a part of your mind

A friend to talk with

To know what you're saying

A friend to depend upon

when you feel straying

Go out and party

Not out aloneSomeone to be with

Gone or at home

An arm to carry you

To help hold you strong

A person to help you

No matter how long

A voice of comfort

A voice of fun

A person to play with

Out in the bright sun

A power of faith

A power of hope

A power through pain

Will help you cope

This is a person

Someone to be there till the end

This is what makes someone

Your best friend!

Dont talk about care!

Dont talk about love!

Dont talk about trust!

Dont talk about faith!

Dont talk about hope!

They're DEAD in our friendship.

We started to go different ways.

New friend came into your life and

you started to put aside the old ones.

New love came into your life

and you thought that it would be forever.

New interest came into your life and

you started to pay more attention on them.

New true stories came into your life and

people started wondering.

People change and you know very well

that it is easy for them to change just like that.

and i have to understand them.

and the thing that i dont understand is that why i started to change.

i dont remember myself being like what i am now!

Im sorry if i dont seems to

-understand the needs of you guys.

-talk without thinking of your hearts and feelings.

-not being there for you guys.

-showing attitude

[you could continue if there is more.]

I love you guys too at the same time!

Video:Sahabat sejatiku

Artist:SO7

2008-03-28T00:25:00.004+08:00

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Tomorrow i will be back guyss!

HOT BF!

*melting*

i know u gurls are screaming and shrieking!

but too bad hys MINE!

hys not attached to anyone unlike

..........................

Go check out the paper if u wanna noe who..

ahahhaha..

cool!

2008-03-25T15:44:00.002+08:00

25032008.

Take a break from school!

But my hips and back achessss lyke maddd!!

and now i cant sit or lie down longggg..

I FIND GUYS SOTONG+SCARY+DEMANDING!

2008-03-23T01:11:00.012+08:00

This is when CIP turn out to be OUR

own outing day!

I had a great day!

tiring day!

all we did was snap and snap and snap and snap pictures of US!

woHoOoOo~!

After we did our CIP,

we went to airport to continue our project..

Then, meet my parents,aunties,cousins..

we went to TM and the bazaar near them..

&&&&& at nyte..

papa brought us go town!

Thanks SuperHEROES&HEROIN

and not forgetting my HONEYBUNCHIES!

for making my SATURDAY, 22th MARCH happening!

*hugs&kisses*

2008-03-22T00:04:00.002+08:00

21032008.

GOOD FRIDAY!

public holiday luhh seyy and

you know how boring it is

without friends and all i can think is

HOMEWORKS!

How did i spent my day?

hmph..

basically i woke up early today

as my mum keep bugging me saying,

"bangun! nak tengok nenek kau!"

Irritating seyyy!

but i end up asik tersadar and i gave up my sleeping time..

&&&&& the best part of today is that i brought fitri along

to visit my nenek..

omg~!

he was so damn freaking cute!

ahahahah..

I felt like mummy for the day!

woohoOoOo~!

he only wants me and not the others..

cute kan?

den he likes to hug you and hold u tight if he wants sthing

or nak tido..

cutee gilerrr..

and he will tarik ur hand if he wants to bring you somewhere..

CUTE KAN?!?!?!

After we visited nenek, then i went to my

auntie's house..

pat situ kinda bored arhh..

like very malap.

no noise..no discussion..

until when maghrib tyme..

kecohh gilerrrr..

at that point of time my kpala dah luhh sakit..

my aunty was like scolding my cuzzin while

massaging my head..

and i gues she was venting on anger while massaging my headd..

i was like saying,

"mama! nie urot ke lepaskan mara?"

den she was like laughing..

and not ive been waiting for CINTA movie..

and its out..

I <333333>

ill blog about it some other time..

toodles~~~!

2008-03-20T23:36:00.004+08:00

20032008

SPORTS DAY!

this year is the very last yearr im having my sports day.

so ill make sure it will be the most happening and meaningful ones.

oh yeah!

Our cheer was not a nice one

but our scream was GREAT!
MY BABES were the most happening ones.

we screaaaaammmmmmm annnnndddd shhhhhooouuuutttt like mad!

and my aimed was to lose my voice or limit2 suara ROCK gilerr.!

and yes i managed!

nak dgr suara aku?

nak kan!!

tak lehhhk..

mahal luhh seyy suara akuu..

Okayy wen atina is soo mischevious,

she tend to forget the world..

and i actually act lyke one hoooliiiigggaaannn..

i was lyke disturbing and irritated people..

at the same tyme i make dem laugh okayy..

I love the Secondary 4 express& 5 Normal acad!

They make the day happening!

NANA aka KIKI especially..

i sat beside her until my perut can pecah ketawakn die..

ahahahhaa..

After all the shouts and scream and the ran and the sweat,

we went for our lunch at KFC!

Finaallly gettt to makan KFC!

Im freaking craving for dat!

After that we went to TM..

we jalan2.

dey went to open-space..

I LOVE IZHARUL PERUT!

AHAHAHHA..

i justlove smacikg dem..

btol tak TELUK?

ahhahaha..

TELUK seyyy!

i didnt noe i badd at malay pronouncation!

Supervague & Superbelo[ i love the background]

Supervague & Superbelo[ BESTEREST FOREVER]

Supervague & Nana[ i love her cheeck!]

Supervague & SuperGerek! [ she was forced to take pic wif me]

BABES!

I LOVE WOHOOOO~!

TEDDY BEAR!

2008-03-17T22:11:00.004+08:00

17032008.

First day of term 2:

It started of very bad

since i was down with like so many problems

that we created not by me only.

So yeah!

i was totally not in a mood..

Not in a mood to laugh especially

but i do afford to smile okayy?

Count yourself lucky!

AHAHAHAH..

I gues i stiil in the holiday mood..

SuperSexy and me actually skipped PE lesson..

Not in a mood u understand?!?!?!

Then must stay under the HOT BLAZING sun!

i rather SLEEP!

which actualy i dont arh..

&&&&&coincedently i was like having a flu..

issit for show?

not sure.EHY! BUT I DID SNEEZE!

okayy.

watever.

i dont know after recess everything change.

i mean my mood.

I do think of him cause everything that i do or speaks remind me of him.

and my dear babe,supersexy too having the same problem.

But dear, do consider on your decision aites

youll never know his feeling for you.

if you think you want to get over and done with

then go ahead. im here to support you.

RAZ!

He is so damn freaking irritating!

He cant seems to shut his mouth!

HAHAHAHA..

and i love MR CHNG for calling him ORANG ASLI!

AHAHAHH..

RAZ KENTAL!

*wink*

The best part of the day was that in the SCHOOL HALL!

ahahahha..

for those who actually understand them will know why im like so HAPPY!

*checky smile*

"Every good things must come to an end."

Heard of that phrase?

I guess everything must come to an end.

Thanks for the last two werd dat u sent.

"try luhh"

I didnt know that two words make me like think very deeply.

VERY DEEPLY!

Its hard for me to just like stop saying your name!

I dont know but i told superbelo that

even though i just know him but i felt like the good memories that i shared

with him is too much.

I love superbelo a lot!

She always say things that will demoralise me.

But in the end she will give me the greatest advice.

She sees too much of my love life i guess

that she dont want me to be hurt again.

but babe!

How to find true love without going through hard times?

This was something that i wrote to supersexy when we had computer studies,
"I still love him but im just denying that feelings."

To summarize everything and to clear all the mess.

I still do love him but i know i just cant continue to have this feeling.

yes! i hate to live in a question mark life.

do you know how irritating it can be.

he was the nicest guy ive ever known.

at tymes ill curse him for actually cant even say that

he hates me!

he dont have any feeling for me!

am i being so self-centered?

ego?

selfish?

I want everything to be my way.

as in if you dont like that person

then dont give hope.

okay!

i know superbelo was angry with him because of this.

but babe!

you have to know his good side.

he entertains my nonsense.

he makes me smile.

he makes me happy for that period of time.

Sometimes he makes me very special.

but that is only my feelings, my thought,my opinion.

My greatest regret is actually to understand the

word and term of LOVE.

I love this phrase,

"kiss my ass goodbye!"

but i guess there is a better way for me to say things.

"bye kental!"

TO SUPERPOWER,

JANGAN SAD2 TAUU!

IM SURE SOMEONE IS THERE TO SAVE YOU.

BUT ITS BETTER TO TELL THE TRUTH!

AND FOR THOSE WHO ACTUALLY STOLE HER PSP!

YOU SUCK BIG TIME!

GO GET YOURSELF A LIFE!

SUCKA!

2008-03-16T15:42:00.001+08:00

u noe huse she?!
Me luhh seyy!!
ahahah..
BIONIC WOMAN=HOT SUPER-HEROIN!
okay!
wadevar..
(:
So no longer supervague huh?
Super-Bionic?
hmph..
donwan luhh..
i still love dat nick!
(:

Hmph..
im alwaes having cold war with my parents..
Did you guys watch perihal generasi?!?!?!
i so liked da topic..
FAVOURITISM AMONG SIBLINGS!
HOT TOPIC!
Everything seems so right to them when wat he did was wrong..
and i so damn fcuking hate wen people used da excuse..
KORANG BUDAK PEREMPUAN!
Lame kan?
memang!
i dont understand luhh seyy..
so what?
Die kan superstar dalam rumah..
people have to mengalah ngan die.
FCUK!
And wen tings happen AKU salah..
WTH?
Mayb its true arhh wat da counsellor said.
They said sthing like,
"Some teenagers tau sembunyikan da bad attitude..
as in die pandai jaga hati parents..
On the other side parents thought that teenagers who is rebellious or love to voice out
are rude."
you get my point now?
Im sure ull agree totally with me..
When my mother and i watched the show she was lyke totally against my opinion
and me too..
I guess she dont understand the real situation or just denying..
and i was like controlling my tears when i watched them..
oh yarh.!
and when the teenagers was like voicing out their opinion
about this topic.
my mum was like saying,
"budak2 nie tak tau yang drg will hurt their parents feelings"
Dalam hati i was like saying,
"abeh your anak nie takd feelings per?"
&&&&
Parents too must learn from the youngs..
Doesnt mean they are older they know everiting..
They are busy with their work and
Sometymes have no time to look into the problems at home..
so y not listen to US?

Im sorry if what i had written here hurt any party.
This is just my opinion.
so yeah!
~toddles~

2008-03-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

I MISS ISKANDARRRR!

how in the world can i get over you?

Maybe i surrender my heart to him

that i cant get over him.

i got too many to write here

that i dont know where to start.

When he asked me that question,

my heart skipped a beat.

feel lyke crying!

feel lyke shouting!

feel lyke doing all that ridiculous stuff!

He says as if i have no feelings.

Thanx datuk for helping me!

although youre like saying things dat bloody HURT me.

But there some stuff which is so right.

Mayb hys not the one i like.

But how seyy?

and now im missing him like mad

and after today i will not go online luhh..

please.

i freaking miss you luh seyy!

will you feel the same?

or are you missing the two other gurls?

its hard for me to tell you

this when actually im used to it.

i felt as if if were to tell you this

you would me more GILER..

&&&&& i have a new super-heroin!

BIONIC WOMAN!

woohooo~!

2008-03-08T18:54:00.006+08:00

080308.

Today is the eighth luhh..

my favourite number!

woohoo~!!

You people must be wondering why im so happy..

ahahahah..

Firstly, i passed my common test..

lyke so amazing lyke dat..

only four person passed all the subject..

and im one of them..

u all not happy for me izzit?

ahahahah..

Secondly, ermm.. its hard to explain..

but im touched by this msg..

u let me down. sent 3/5/2008 12:50 AM:

where r u.

u let me down. sent 3/5/2008 12:50 AM:

miss u uh

u et me down. sent 3/5/2008 12:50 AM:

TOUCHING KAN?
ahahah..
okayy wadever!

Thirdly, i had lots of fun at SuperBelo house..

i was helping her with those cupcakes.

SuperSexy did joined us but she went home first..

The fun part was that we had a war!

Gerek luhh seyy!!

pekik and laugh lyke orang giler!

hahaha..

The most touching part of our converstaion was

when we talked about guys..!

alamak!
Since i know her, she has and will never agreed to the decision that i have made..

cause she has dat bloody brain dat i will make the wrong decision..

shhhheeessshhh!

but still i love her the most!!! SuperBelo like full-time housewife! (:

& im the part-time ones! (:

This was done by SuperBelo!

This was done by supervague! (:

2008-03-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

03032008.

Happy Bornday SuperSexy!

i NEARLY sprained my leg u noe today!

heres da story.

im having my period and we had to run around da skool and be back

before the 5 mins is up..

so i rannnnnnn assssss faaaaaassssttttt assss iiiii cooouuuuulllllddddd...

i started very well..

da third gerl..

skali..skaleerr..

muahahha..

my leg felt very weak..

so i started jogging..

kiwak!

after running also i felt very weak..

i mean my legs..

but den..

i kuat kan smangat and did captains ball..

ahahahah..

kuat kan smangat...?

den wen playing plakk..

i nearly sprained my leg..

scary seyyy..

so i rest cause my head da start pusing.

&&&&&& i canot tahan wif my head yg pusing and my freaking weak leg..

decide to go home.

andd it was nice of atuk to actualy fetch me..

thanx atuk!

sayang atuk!

and when i went back to nenek house..

she made MILO for me.

bring me breakfast..

sweet kan?

i noe..

ngok luhh sape nyekk grandparents??

after so, i slept for 5 hrs luhh seyyyy..

wahh!!

cam ____ luhh seyy!!

muahahahah..

cannot be help..

mmg dah penat & sick!

anyway!

just now kan deres dis HOT topic pat ria fm..

something like

"LELAKI YANG MEMBERI WANITA HARAPAN!"

HOT gilerrr babiiii nyekk!!

hahahahahha..

&&&&&&& ryte i LOVE dat guy who makes me melt!

2008-03-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

02032008.

Sunday?

so fast?!?!

alerrmak!!

tmr schooling seyy..!!

but kan.

NO STUDY PROGRAMME except tues and thurs..

wooooohooo!!!

okayy!

tmr there are some events dat will be taking place.

1) Supersexy's Bornday!

2)Sports Heat! (im not sure if im going)

Farah Fatin wanted me to support THEM!

PPl who are competing

-Farah Fatin

-Syafiq Zain

-Fathin Nur Ardilla

-Muhd Nur Aide

-Siti Nasuha

Yesterday i went out with my dearest babes!

Errmm we were supposed to celebrate SuperVillian's Bornday

but things were not ryte between HER and us..

NOT US and her..

So we end up celebrating SuperSexy's Bornday in advance.

Everything was PROPERLY planned okayy!

Thanx to Nasuha who did the muffin and icing..!

and thanx to Farah and i who did the acting!

its difficult to convince her u noe.

Two reasons:

-Lame xcuse(wanna go toilet pat esplanade)

-supersexy banyak mulut! hahaha..

srious she asked 10001 questions.

&&&&&lucky me!

im smart!

i told her dat actually superbelo had a fight i€wth her bf

and dey were at the rooftop.

baik punye!

and she actually rushed dere.

ahahah...

when farah and i reached dere,

she was like thanking us and hugging us..

Anyway before dat we watched THE EYE!

and im telling yo its not scary at all..

A horror movie that changed to a comedy one.

Thanx to the CHEEKEDING!

SuperSexy&SuperBelo!

i laughed like mad luhh seyyy!!

After the surprise party,SuperSexy left and the 3 of us planned to shop at peni

but ended at TM.

ksian kan FF.

she looks very penat so SuperBelo and i decided to do some shopping at TM..

I dnt owe anyone any bornday present anymore.

i mean for the FEBS & MARCH Babies!

wohhhoooo~!!

2008-03-01T01:59:00.004+08:00

29022008.

Happy Bornday SuperVillian!!

Her ferst birthday with us!!

Today was the most exciting day on earth..

My dearest gurlfriend did end my day with the widest smile..

ermmm..

where should i start..?

oh yarh!

My dearest supervain was really excited..

why?

ermm..

i myself donno.

we had Malay study programme after school today.

Cikgu Fatimah was asking about the kamus..

and she uses the phrase,

"sikit lebih kurang"

den supervain was like saying,

"ehk! sikit ngan kurang kan same makna. yang lain die cume lebih."

did you get the joke?

if you dont..

i guess u need to do more ____ reading..

Another thing that supervain asked cikgu was,

"cikgu asl org suke ckp CUBA TRY? kan makna die same"

omg~!

Kenina & me laughe dlyke mad sia.!

i cant imagine dat supervain actually crack the most SMARTEST joke on earth..

den we started to irritate cikgu Fatimah..

ahahahah..

Kayy da lesson of the story is dat,

"Teachers must know what they are saying. Cause when they say sthing. SOME stidents will actually follow."

Get dat piece of advice?

The next event on my list that made my day was the dinner we just had.

My auntie had a dinner to celebrate the PISCES bornday especially hers.

We had our dinner at Velocity shopping centre at one of the restaurant.

My Father's sibling and auntie actually attended dat dinner..

i was totally not in a mood seyy..

cause i actually find it bored..

slamat aderr music and radio to accompany me..

Anyway!

Thanx ehk auntie for the money!

ahahhaha..

He's BACK!!

and dat realllyyyyy makes me happy!!!!
I love him a lot!!!

We dont talk much..

but at least we do talk..

so yeah!

now hes sleeping soundly..

Finally we are catching a movie tmr..

PS I LOVE YOU!

woooohhhoooooo!!!

den i have to get prezzies for the belated February babies and upcoming March babies..!

~i adored hym!~

tooddllleeesss!!!

2008-02-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

28022008.

Im tired of hearing dis particular phrase,

"Wats lyfe without any problems?"

Problem after problem.

I become helpless each day

hoping that miracle will happen

and everything could be settle.

it has been 3-4 days since i talk to him.

yes!

i get the chance to actually sees him.

but we dont talk..

wats da use?

aniway im proud of hym..

he was the top student for malay languange in Sec _, Normal Acad stream.

at least he proves that he can study and is actually

good for something.

i wanted to congratulate him but..

i have no guts..

or should i say that im afraid to talk to him.

ive never thought that one day we will be like this.

Its as if hys being imprison and we are forbid from seeing hym..

i can sense that hys ashame to actually face us.

But boy, that was not a tattooed mistake!

please change?

im begging you,please..

i just want you to be back..

ill do aniting..

even crying infront of you..

i will definitely will!

RANDOM QUESTION

When will be the perfect age,years,date,day

that i will stop having heart aches?

People will stop disppointment me?

People will stop to merajok-ing(what kind of language)?

Whats da use of sacrificing when people dont see it?

Why in the world im helping a person who loves to hurt me?

Why do teachers love giving student test?

Why this eyes just cant stop looking at things which i dont need to sees?

Why this ears alwaes hear things which i dont wish to hear?

Why im always at the losing point?

To summarize all dis,

"Why in the world do i exist?"

2008-02-27T01:35:00.006+08:00

To whoever it may concern,

It has been at least a month i knew you and almost everyday i will be chatting wif you. The first time i knew you i regard u as an online friend. You were there for my ferst problem which is dropping my Amaths which ive did. The next problem i had was with that "crush" of mine. That was the most sucking love story in my life. You even were dere to actually listen to my stroies wen we were just new in knowing each other. im proud to have you! muahahaha.. The next thing i noe was i have this "like" feelings for you.I dont feel awkard wen im chatting wif you..i dont find you like a new friend at all. I find you really..really nice.. the way u tell me about yourself.. as in wen the ferst tyme u tell me dat u actually nvr tried smoking,drinking and the best part wen u told me u nvr had a girlfriend. At ferst it was hard for me to believe..but after that i started to trust you. And da tink i hate bout u is that u like to kacau me..hahaha.. mayb bcause u alwaes kacau me makes me like wanna go online and chat wif u everyday.. amazing kan? i noe.. Im actually very scared to tell you this cause im afraid dat ull hurt me and i dont want to go thru heartbreaks.It will take me some time to get over it. and i actually tried to avoid dat feeling and tried to regard u as a bro or a bestfriend..but that feeling will only last for a minute..&&&&& the next ting i noe is dat im falling for you cause u make me melts in many way.(:

;with love,
supervague

2008-02-27T00:11:00.003+08:00

26022008.

Why must people change?

Dont they know that if they change for the worse it will

affect people around them?

Have you actually do some thinking?

No!

You hurt everyone hearts.

You break them into pieces.

You disappoint them.

You made them Cry.

I love you so much that i dont

actually interfere too much in your personal life.

I know that i will waste my energy advicing you

but when you really did sthing that really

breaks my heart..

i cant just be keeping quiet..

i know i have to do sthing and i thought that that was the ryte way.

She cried infront of me and u just became helpless.

Ive ever made her mad and irritated or sholud i be specific

PISSED OFF..

but did she actually cried?

she mayb crying inside the heart but she nvr show it..

but today she did.

I noe she loves hym more than me..

and she was very disappointed..

He was too disappointed and he evenn was so restless..

everything dat he did was not ryte..

he was actually day-dreaming..

and he too loves hym more than me..

same goes to me..

i love hym..

we were together since small..

we grow up together VERY RAPAT..

and now wat i noe is that we are drifting apart..

Yarh i noe he pentingkan kawan

but lyke duuhhhh..

use some of your brain..

u should not get influence easily..

why cant your friend do it but not you..

thay also slack together with the SUCKERS and yourself

but dey dun actuallydo "that"..

now you're not wif us anymore..

i cant bear doing this..

i want hym back..

i dun care how much he hates me..

i only want hym to be around me..

BRING HIM BACK,PLEASE?

people must be reading my blog and will be a definitely ask me.

&&&&im not telling you guys aniting so dun bother asking.

and for those who actually noes da story..

thanx a lot for the advice and help.

2008-02-24T00:22:00.006+08:00

23022008.

Its WEEKEND!

oh yeah~!

per lagi have fun arh?

i noe ppl are studying for their common test

and im lyke having fun..

wadevar!

kayy lets talk bout my common test..

on thursday we had our English paper..

Not so bad..

not so bad?

i manage to do luhh..

friday we had social studies paper..

dat paper was okayy..

im confident of passing..

or should i be rather specific..

its either a just pass or a just FAIL!

just now i went to BPP

together with superBELO&superPOWER..

gerek luhh seyy!
mane tak ktr share the same interest..

actually we plan nak g blaja but it turns out to be watching a show..

OMG~!

i melts wen STYLE FROM BEYOND perform..

melt till cannot melt! (ff pinjam line ehk?)

sexy&hot move!

we get to take pix with them tauu!!

but since im using the computer..

ill update the picture dat ff sent me..

i dun lyke dis pix! ff stands beside dat cine mat lap!

aniwhere the two guys beside me also not bad esp da

one without the hood..

CUTE gilerr.!

den we headed to BUGIS street...

omg!

ramai org luhh seyy!

Pergi just to get cardigan..

omg~!

my bro should thank me for lyke wasting my energy..

okayy! we were lyke trying to avoid sumone but den kan end up

terserempak ngan die..

OMG!

hw to go for war!

conferm die ferst..!

Thanx ehk superBELO!

ill update more pix wen i get my laptop

NOTE FOR THE IDIOTS:

thanx for that bloody snif snif! HACHOO! eh salah! GLUE party..

i hate you faggot!

2008-02-19T22:29:00.010+08:00

19 FEBRUARY 2008

"Happy Birthday to me!"

Yeah!

Im SWEET SIXTEEN..

but still not LEGAL!

whuahuahua...

I only manage to watch NC16 shows..

Thank You SuperSexy for the card & flower.

Thanks Merhan for the flower

Thanks FOUR-H for the birthday song. esp GARY & GANG.

The most touching part was when actually you guys follow me & sang dat bornday song.

Thanks Raz for the diary.

Thanx SuperVillian for the _____& Card

Thanx SuperBelo for the card.

Thanx SuperVain forthe Card and Cake.

Thanx SuperPower for the small cute cushion and Card.

Thank you for the wishes.

-Saifuldin

-Audi

-Fadhlun

-Han

-Ding Chow

-Aisyah

-Razzlyn

-Ellya

-Amirah 4I

-Ezzati

-Rabbetah

-Nora

-Fathin

-Syafiqah

-Afiqah

-Ezra

-Gary

-Wei loong

-Kent

-Johann

-Dexter

-Terence

-Fahmy

-Shakiir

-Andy

-Zarruq

-Aisha

-Eija

-Datuk Danial

-Danial Zulfiqar

-Boipendek(i forget his name)

-Mrs ooi

**if i left out any names im so sorry!**

The SURPRISE PARTY!

I was shocked and surprised wen i read dis. i swear!

&&&& this is wat she wrote! nak nagis u noe!

SUPERVAGUE WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THE WISHES,GIFTS,MONEYS&&HAPPINESS THAT BROUGHT ME JOY!

THANK YOU SO MUCH! *HUGS&KISSES*

2008-02-16T23:42:00.006+08:00

16022008.
SUPERs DAY OUT!

i had a lot of fun with my super girlfriend..

They're the besterest human on earth..

We went to vivo to catch a movie..

We wanted to watch PS I LOVE YOU..

but we were late..

Janji pukol brape datang pukol brape..

HAIYO!

superstar btol korang ehk?

so we end up watching 27 DRESSES..

omg!

That guy was HOT!

His eyes was MAGIC!

Sexy ryte the eyes?
*melting*

After the show we met up with supergerek & supervain..

We went to the Open- Space...

Gerek luhh seyyy!!

The scenery was perfectly nice..

den got water somemore..

mane tak fun?!

okayy!!

as u noe i love taking picture..

SYIOK SENDIRI!

hahaha..

we snap a few pix..

nice!

i just love my PANTAT & TETEK friends@ SUPERS!

Lastly i just love this picture..

"hail Princess!"

2008-02-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

14 February 2008

Valentines's Day!

A day for couples?

ermm.

no..no...

I celebrated it with my girlfriends and boyfriends.

It was actually a great start for the day.

You could see most of them laughing and smiling..

Some came to school with bags of sweets and presents..

I received a few valntines' gift from my SUPERS!

Besterest SuperVain: A nice and cute PURPLE ROSE &&& im in love with them.. Thanks for the card.. i love the words.. i noe i always bully u tapi kan i sayang u lyke mad okay!

Besterest SuperGerek@Sisqa bean: I love that cute mini top chocolate. Tak samapai hati nak makan tauu.. and i havent even touch them.. cause that gift was really meaningful.. &&& i really love you! You mean something to me tauu.. or should i say u mean a lot to me..!

Besterest SuperSexy: You did something different for me.. and u make e the special one.. hahaha..i love that long note of yours.. i love you more than a frend..sister.gurlfrend..boyfriend..

Besterest Risyah: Tahnx for that chocolate..! ilyt!

Besterest Nissa: Thanks for that small token..! ilyt!

Besterest SuperVillian: I love that small note.. i noe u did it last mintue but that really shows how actually u love and appreciate us,ur frends.. i love you so much small kid!

hahaha..

Besterest SuperMan:Thanx for the song! it was really touching!Hahahaha..

People thanx again for the gifts and wishes! I really love you people and for those who still owe me dont worry you still have till 19th FEBRUARY 2008!

eyy! kental! Happy valentines' day! i was hoping to be the last person to wish u!

&&& i've managed!

2008-02-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

s.o.s!

Its hard for me to express my thought or feelings.

The word trust inside my dictionary will be invalid soon.

Do you know how disappointed i am?

Do you know how my heart aches?

you dont know ryte?

cause ur dumb!

Im proud to call myself a SBS.

SBS?

go figure out yourself.

The month of JERK!

2008-02-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

04022008.

Its o1o2am and im not sleping yet.

yea?

im not sleeping..

Im having a social studies test tomorrow and im studying now.

errmm..

Today is an another day.

i donno what exactly will happen.

hopefully i dun put my emotion ferst.

Today, as usual i woke up late..

in the afternoon den i wake up..

wah!!

gurl behave that way..

hahaha.

what to do..(i just love saying dis)

In the evening, my auty and ubcle cam visit my grandma.

omg~!

katrina was so cute!

she has grown up seyy..

she talks and walks..

and she just love singing and telling stories..

At night i went for visiting..

u wanna noe where?

u guess..?

faster guess...!

i went to IMH..

hahaha..

okayy its not sthing funny..

i was a lil bit scared.

you could see how "sick" people lyke them..

i didnt went there cause i was scared..

den i we went for makan!

yeah!

today we tried sthing different..

we had INDIAN cuisine..

hahaha..

indian?

hahaha..

okayy perrr..

aniwae i read supersexy blog and all i could say that im touch.

friendship are nt like diamonds..

Diamonds are just precious

but friendship are priceless..

and these different kind of frends

thought u to live in many different world.

thanks to the SUPERS who thought me alot in life.

who help me out,support me, lend everything they had(shoulder,money esp.hahah)

i love u guys to the bits.

&&&&&im still counting on our friendship.

ps: supervague's wishlist is up! i wil hand it over to supersexy.

2008-02-03T02:45:00.000+08:00

03012008.

Today is somewhat a relaxing day.

Im so lazy to revise and do my homework.

oh gawd~!

im taking my Os and i have dat tinking..

"Blow wind blow..please blow off that mindset of mine!"

thank you!

ermmm..i did a lil bit of study..

a lil bit jekk..

den nyanyi2.

mak! rumah nie cam aku punye..

mane tak?

takd org..

mummy and papa and my auntie went for visiting..

i've just hang up the phone..

i was toking to my supersexy..

everything was perfectly fine..

i must learn to let it go and over with..

To aisha s. ,

thanks eyy babe! ily.

u helped me a lot seyy..

sayang kamu!

hahaha..

aniwae thanx for the compliment..

*blush*

hahaha

aniwae im addicted to my kental,weird,tua,handsome,tiong man partner of mine..

hahaha..

Thanx to him who always make me laugh and realise on certain tings..

hahaha..

thanx eyy kental!

hahaha..

see?

u can see hw many "hahaha" are there..

cause im blogging while chatting wif him.

&&&& hes da reason y i have a late night..

ps: im writing my wish list. i will update u guys soon..

2008-01-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

31012008,Thursday.

i'm not so gonna like this date and day.

heart that bleeds and tears dat rolls down.

A mixture of feelings but what i noe is dat im disappointed.

Disappointed with BESTFRIEDS!

at the moment all i can say is that i hate bestfriends!

i believed that friendship is like relationship.

i dont trust you guys.

simply as that.

actually is not simple.

simple to say but try be in that place.

it hurts.

im not mad at that he likes you.

for what?

aniwae u experience this before between u,N,F..

so you noe hw it feels.

giving up someone is not something easy

but i noe myself.

i noe wat im capable of.

and dont tell me that you love him.

cause lets put some sense.

i cant get over him YET.

so it kills when i hear that.

im tired of not being myself and giving way.

u talk i shut up instead i still can laugh and smile.

so wat if i talk? will u shut up or show me that sickening face?

i dont know how will tomorrow be.

im just tired.

tired of talking.

tired of laughing.

tired of looking at people.

can i like not go to school?

i need time to rest.

To cuzzin dollie,

Thanks for being dere for me.

You were there ryte from da start of this problem.

and i tink u were ryte and should listen to ur advice.

ps.i really have no heart now. i dont care bout u guys are hurt my my action or werds.

2008-01-03T15:32:00.000+08:00

hello peeps!

i felt that im having a dead blog..

indeed it is..

i have not been bloging since _______.

24 January 2008.

a remarkable day for the students wh0 took their O level last year.

Current O level students have to witness the ceremony.

My heart skip a beat when the results were out.

My school did quite well althhough its not up to the national standard..

but we did improve..

i thought that many wil do well..

but what i see wat tears of sadness and regret..

a handful cried of happiness..

aniwae CONGRATULATIONS TO SHARIFAH NABILAH!

she's the top student luhh seyy..

im feeling the tension.

i broke down infront of Mrs Gomes.

at least i release part of my stressness..

she's understanding.

she tried to make me feel relieve as i was afraid of my English.

i dont want to be disappointed at the end of the day..

everyone is lyke saying,

"if you study hard and you still fail. something must be wrong."

i was asking myself.. what izzit dat is not ryte?

i tried to understand dat we must be pushed..

and i appreciate the teachers effort.

I admit that im superlazy and i need someone to support me..

i will never ever forget this group of teachers who are behind me.

To Mrs Gomes,

i will try to study hard and make you proud. Im too hunger of something. I want my name to be in the top 5 in our school. yes! i have high expectation and that us the reason why i kept on saying that im scared. i afraid of being disappointed..but i will put in lots of effort..

To Sheaha,Wei loong,Mr Nizam,

Thanks alort for giving the motivational werds. Especially Mr Nizam.. I noe that is our responsibility as a muslim. Thanks for reminding me. Ill try to do as you say. For my dear Sheaha and Wei loong, I love you guys a lort..

To Uncle Iz,Iskandar

Thanks for the suggestion. Ill keep u guys update..

Ps:Lyfe is not a fairytale. for a moment i thought that the storyline was beautifully set and done. When i woke up,it was just a dream. Instead it was the opposite. The only question i could asked is "WHY?"

2007-12-24T17:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Burfdae Farah Fatin Fauzi!

die dah fifteen luhh seyy..

sorry tak dapat celebrate bdae kau together..!

Perhaps next time..

Btw smalam sz ader wish kau tau tapi using zharfan o.

PP8 die low..

You REAL bdae present will be held back

so at the moment dis will be ur Bdae present as PROMISED

cute kan die?

aku tauu.. *melts*

2007-12-19T00:13:00.000+08:00

I hate dis feeling dat i have to went thru.

Sucker!

i dont wish to be in love with anione one luh seyy!

Havinf a crush is sthing normal luh seyyy..

"Tina! Get rid of that feelings!"

i feel lyke screaming dose werds!!

i rather be a swinger!!

yeah~!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!

&&&&& toddles! Have fun!

2007-12-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

"Congratulations Hady Mirza!"
Singapore is Proud of u!
so am i..!!
hahaha..
unexpected result..!!
i thot MIKE or JAC or MAU will win!
Gawd!
i could have imagine if taufik batisah won the FIRST ASIAN IDOL!
hahaha..
stop it luhh seyyy tina!
hahaha..
takp2..dere is alwaes nxt year!
YEAH~!!
i cant wait to meet HADY!
woohoo~!!
cheeeerrrsss everyone!!!

2007-12-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

Topic for today

1) Asian Idol

2) New HP

3) Dawn of love

HOT topic!

im sure everyone watch Asian idol ryte?

okayy!

i totally dont agree dat HADY MIRZA was sent for dat competition

lyke WTH?!

they shld sent TAUFIK BATISAH!

i want him in dat competiton luhh seyyy..

aniwae the contestant in asian idol are the FIRST season winner!

(if im not mistaken luhh)

but ryte im quite glad dat TAUFIK wrote the song that HADY sang so not bad luhh..

he doesnt represent singapore but his song do represent SINGAPORE..!

oughk nw lets comment on the asian idol contestant..

i lyke hys performance. he tend to be very relaxing on stage.. A FUNNY performance.

i laguh my ass out siakk when he sang and i donno y..hahaha..

Rating:6/6

i love hys voice!! he rox!! ill vote hym! he deserve to be the asian idol..
although delon lose to hymmm but nw i noe y he deserve to win Indonesian Idol.

i support hymm luhh seyyy!!!
Rating:1/6

Powerful range of voice. bt i just find her da same.
ive watched her perform during Malaysian idol.. and to me deres no diff in her performance during MI and AI. mayb dere is bt tak ketara..(:
Rating:3/6

Her looks don have wat it takes but her VOICE do..
she is super professional!

but i prefer Mike den her as she dun look comfortable during her second song..

i agree wif kent lim comment!

but ill not be surprise if shes da ASIAN IDOL!

Rating:2/6

Hady! Hady! Hady! Hady!
hahahahah..
okayy!
i dun find hys voice Garing or shld i say say MAN-LY!
He sang a ROCK song but hys voice very da lembut.
so cn he be the next ASIAN IDOL?
no?
yes?
NO! luhhh..
if its a YES..
i noe the reason..
"HADY is popular for hys FEMALE FANS!"
i heard dis alort of times nt by normal people bt by the HOST tooo!!
(:
Rating:4/6

for her?
she has overall xfactor?

but they are other people who are better den her..

wah!!

for her english song..
i tink it was a disaster..!!

she sang without any FEEL

but she do show off on her vocal!

ermm.. which i find ridiculous!

Rating:5/6

Dats all dat i have to comment..

hahahaha..

i sound lyke one of the judges on asian idol..

okayy..

every has a pair of eyes and ears..

has a mouth so use it wisely..

I've got a NEW PHONE!!

Thanx PAPA!!

he bought me a sony ericsson K810i..

very da lawa luh seyy..

i lyke the phone.

i lyke the function..

This is hw my phone looks like.(:

Glad to have one!

Ermm..

am very excited to blog dis topic.

Dawn of love!

hahaha..

okay!!

superpower!

i manage to edit hys picture..

hahaha..

wanna take a sneak peak?

i noe u want..

Okayy ..

count 1 to 3..

faster...

count luhh

Taaa duhhhh!!!

superpower!!

cute tak die..??

i noe ur cursing us for being the most CUTEST couple...

HAHAHAHAHA...

cut the crap tina!

okay!

lets get to sthing so called serious..

The whole office dah kecoh about me and _______.

for godness sake!!

tak baik tauu krg kacau aku!!

tak bersalah..!

HAHAHHAA..

but last friday was the most INCREDIBLE day!

u get to see me exercising my cheeekkk..

Thanks eh korang2!

esp my "datuk"

Notti2 datuk..!

and lazy2 _____!

im missing my net frend!

it has been a very long2 time since we chat!!

net friend!!

where have u beenn??

i super MISS u luhh seyy!!

hahahaha...

okayyy..

last friday, i met dis guy inside da bus..

i noe hym.

he used to be in the same class as one of my babe!

Kiwak!

he is so damn freaking TALL!

he sat infront of me wheras his frend sat beside me..

but..

fuhhlaaamaaakkk!!

dat tall guy HOT seyy..!!!

hys like my bro.

tinggi,___!

okayy..

enough of all the "clever" crap!

&&&&&&&toodles..

Ps: To my beloved Papa&Mami,

"Happy 17th Anniversary!"-Love, Tina.

May u all stay together forever!

2007-12-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

Topic for today

1)Babe!

2)work

3) dawn of love

to my dear babes [superpower&supersexy],

"ily so much! i noe ive been busy with stuff lately and i admit that im selfish.i dont deny.you all are having problem and i..? just simply don bother.i felt so bad wen i thot about dis. you babes were dere for me wen im dwn and really in need."

superpower,

u cheer me up every time wen im down.

you entertain me wen im bored or all alone.

only god noes hw lucky i am to have you.

supersexy,

u too brighten my days!

u were alwaes dey to listen to my crappy-ness.

my stupid love story.

my crush!

im serious.

this werds all come from the bottom of my heart.

but deres sthing dat u guys donno and i dun dare to tell you.

im really disappointed with my ex-besterest.

you noe hw much i love her.

shes lyke my sis.

bt after dat incident im lyke afraid.

u noe hw it hurts to have a friend lyke her.

all she tinks is about her.

m afraid dis will happen again.

i rather lovers treat me that way den my besterest babe!

u noe wat i mean?

and i dun care losing a friend lyke her.

but to be frank sumtymes i miss her seyy.

bt wat cn i do?

with her attitude lyke dat.

she will nvr change

&&& my family cant accpet herr..

i cant have all my attention on you

&& u too ryte?

i am really sorry!

today m nt werking with my boss!

yeah~!

m werking wif my auntie..

worth it!

besides kan makcik pat sane gerek luhh seyy!!

cik pe'ah sportting gileeerrrr!!!

hahaha..

lau blh semua lelaki melayu yang beli brg kat kedai tuu die nak match-make me with me!

hahahaha..

tapi deres dis guy tak yarh match make ponn nt bad gatal~!

opps! hahaha

but overall i lyke dat job sey!!

i feel lyke continuing dat job..

but u noe i have too many CUTS!

bt so wat lyk wat my dear babe saes,

farah fatin?! says:
mcm mane nak jadi future wife!?

so mesti brani luhh seyy.

langgar segala-gala yg ader pat depan ktr!!

whuahuahua..

yek2 jek..

suro masak telur pun tak tauu..

dawn if love is my favourite topic..

hahaha..

gatal ehk??

hahah.

dis is wen i feel lyke i a BITCH!

ehk NO!

im a swinger okay?!?!?!

i dun have to stick to one guy okay!!

ermm..

so my secret is OUT!

superpower noes dat..

hahaha.

okayy at least i make da story real..

hahaha..

it seems lyke i noe hym well ryte..

hahaha.

he alwaes keep me update luhh seyyy..

IM SERIOUS!

he blogs!

hehehehe.

IKHWAN CUTE!

i want him badly.

die cam teddy bear!

superpower nak ngok gmbr die?!

tapi jgn terperanjat tauuu..

hahahaha..

nanti arhh bdae kau okayyyy?

ermm aniwae today im not in the office so i dun get a chance to see dat office-mate of mine..

awwww!!!

dat guy!

another sweet+rajin..

oh me!

den dat net friend of mine ryte?

ermm ..

im falling dwn already seyy..

die HAWT abes!

today ponn we never chat!

btw m tinking of a nick for hym!

i cant tink of aniting.

ive tok too much(!)

ps.ive gone to the toilet afew times sey! wat is happening to me?